TrueLove920

2012-01-02T22:31:00.001+08:00

Whatever it is , i know you have got your reason. But this time , i wouldnt say anything anymore . I respect your decision made . Its' alright .

2012-01-01T18:45:00.004+08:00

Today is a brand new year . HAPPY 2012 !

Yesterday went to cousin's house at villa verde ; chua chu kang . My cousin house got 6 violins plus one piano . omg, rich people are like that . lol, stay private house . Anyway had alot of fun there . went to bbq to welcome a new yr . drank alcohol etc . then sat cousin car and drove 140km/hr . haha damn shiok . then played monopoly with cousin till 6am plus then sleep . had a great stayover there .

As for a brand new year, i want to start everything afresh . forget the past unhappy memories , and only remember the happy moments of the past . And those people who had slowly walked out of my life, i will just let it be . cause i believe if its' meant to be it would be . no point trying so hard, and seems like i am the only one beliving that things would change . how naive am i right.

I've just got 5 wishes for this year, no less, no more just 5 wishes, and i am contented . i dont have to be rich to get contented . i dont need so many wishes to get contented . because one' must learn to treasure the things you had now, and be contented . and if they're not, always asking for more and more things, they wouldn't be contented for the rest of their life .

1. I hope that all my family members healthy. as people say having the best health is the most important thing in everyone life . without a healthy life no matter how rich you are, there's no point to it at all too.

2. I am getting my o-level results soon , maybe on the 9th or 11th of january. i just hope i can either get in to temasek polytechnic in law and management course or go in to jc. I dont need the best jc . so long as i can go in any of the jc i am contented .

3. I hope my eldest sister can faster get a good-looking boyfriend and treat her very well. most of all , he must like her more than she does :)

4. & as for me, i do have the same wish that i had give to my eldest sister , for me too . hope that in whatever school that i go after i get my results, to have a guy that i like and likes me too . hehe !

5. Last but not least, i hope this year will be a better year ahead for me than any other year .

lallalalallalala, if got time i will blog more :D

2011-11-27T03:23:00.002+08:00

i just woke up and had a really really bad dream .
i dont know why, but i dreamt of my mother passed away .
the feeling is almost at that point of even words cant express how i was feeling .
the heart wrencing and the sanking of my heart .
i dont like the feeling .
i really feared for it to come .
but who can i tell my problems to? no one .
no one will understand what i am going through .
after wanrong's and my grandmother death .
they used to be so close to me , the people that i had never ever thought will leave me .
i feared for that feeling of the closest person leaving me again .
really ,
and that time when i accompanied my mother to polyclinic to check for blood pressure .
the doctor said that my mother the heart maybe had some problem.
and she was reffered to tan tock seng hospital .
the appointment was on the 24th nov.
but she didnt turn up for it and changed appointment .
i sensed that she didnt wanted to go for it, i dont know why .
maybe she, herself feared for the outcome .
because grandparents died of heart attack . and what if it is passed down?
that feeling of the person once the closest to you,
and the thinking that after he/she left the world ,
you could never ever see him again,
even if you go other parts of the world,
and there is no such word that is coincidence that we will ever meet .
i know that everyone feared the feeling of the people beside them leaving their side,
but this feared was so strong that it had overwhelmed me .
i cant seems to breathe through this .
it had been in me ever since the death of my closest grandmother.
and it had even become stronger after best of best friend's death.
why in this world there must be live and death .
why cant we have eternal live .
why some people that was once the closest to each other, that nothing could come in between them except for death that made it possible and irrevisibly moment to separate them .
i hated it .
i want to forget about the dream that seems so real, the realistic world, and everything .

2011-08-06T21:48:00.002+08:00

no one knows, nobody knows.
how i wish i can express out all my feelings to you, but i just cant.
each and everyday passes, i wish everything would go back to the past times.
i really miss those times.
but i know for now, nothing will change.
no matter how much i am feeling about it, how sad am i,
you just wouldn't care, or give a damn about it.
sometimes, i hope i could just stop the feelings towards you about it,
no matter how hard i try, how hard i stopped myself from thinking,
my mind stopped for a moment, but my heart didnt.

2011-07-31T04:44:00.000+08:00

Yesterday went to eat lunch at pizza hut w/ hunny before going swimming (:
Had alot of fun yesterday w/ cher oh & wee wenxin .
Went to swim at cher's condo which is two bus stop away from my house.
& after much persuasion cher came down to the pool & swim w/ us . hhee !
They keep wanting to pull me down the pool. that was like so scaryy . HAHA !
Took photographs and splashed water tgthr . <3
Thanks cher oh' for the piggy back ! <3 <3

2011-07-31T04:16:00.020+08:00

Pictures :

2011-07-31T03:50:00.000+08:00

YOU SEEMS TO BE SO HAPPY NOW.
HOW CAN YOU.
I DETEST GUYS LIKE YOU, SERIOUSLY .

2011-07-30T07:11:00.000+08:00

hmm, everyday got mock test from monday to saturday ! omg .

yesterday, was like a damn day . after school, need stay back for fn coursework part B. & supposed to leave at 3.30pm for my floorball practice . and wth ms lin dont want let me & layching go -.- ask us must do fn work . i know its important yahh . but we already had arranged for a floorball practice with ms shanti, she will teach us all the technics . its also important right? haha, okay whatever . at 4.45 plus then she let us leave the com lab . by the time we reach thr, they finished there practice alr ! not only did i not complete my fn work, i didnt even practice for floorball and i wear class tee for nothing -.- zz SO IRRITATING rightt . me and layching was like waiting to play for the floorball practice ! tsk.

Later going school for lessons, leaving house at 7.35am, having poa, math and history class till 12pm. After that going cher's condo to swim with wenxin. (:

2011-07-29T20:19:00.002+08:00

feeling so so vexed . things are just not getting on my way . are far more complicated and i dont understand why . i cant express my feelings to anyone now . how i wish you'll be right beside me, & i am telling you how i feel about everything, letting me lean on your shoulder once again & give me 1 min of crying, let me express out all my unhappiness. but there wont be that chance anymore . i missed your presence , really . i want to turn back the time, the time when we were good friends sharing all the happiness & unhappiness things together . but what can i do now? when i needed someone to just be there for me, i can't find anyone anymore . can you come back to me once again? return to my side . where by, whenever i turn around, looking for someone, you will be there for me? i bottled up everything, and i really cant take it anymore, i may just broke down anytime . everyone seems to be hypocrite . i am total speechless .

2010-11-28T20:14:00.002+08:00

okayyy, yesterday morning went thomson plaza with parents eat breakfast at around 10am plus . then went to the bank to make my card, and then went amk hub walk walk . heheheee, my father intending to buy me a new phone . yays . cause' my phone spoiled . ;( at night, was supposed to eat dinner with parents, but my father received a call from his company, & he need to go back to work ! -.- zZZ then me & my mother went j8 eat dinner tgth, then went to buy bag, watch & other neccessities . heheee . then went to ntuc buy wine (y) yays , my mother buy for me . HEHEEE . then went to basement ate dessert and homed . what a perfect day ! (y)

Todayy, meet zhiling & wanrong at junction 8 at about 10am. went popular applied for membership card. bought some paint brushes for the banners & masscort for next year saint john orientation. then head to city hall meet raymei . then we finally took the whole day till about 6pm plus to finish with the designs for banners & masscort ! was so damn TIRING . hhahahah, there also got quite a number of people doing break dance . was abit cool .? LOL then got some guys board skating too . & you know what , me & wanrong hope they all fall down uhs ! heheee, cause' they're so DAMN noisy there . -'- then mrt-ed to bishan, & walk home with zhiling & wanrong .

Tomorrow will be meeting wanrong & zhiling at 2.30pm at j8 then shall head to NDC , & most probably i'll be putting braces tmr , not sure yet . hahahha . & i'll be able to see my dentist (y) LOLOL, opppps :x

2010-11-23T20:36:00.019+08:00

Today's my third monthsary ! ♥ 23rd .

Hmmm, firstly i wish to say happy twentythird CHOOWEITING . thanks for everything that you've done for me, alrights . you know, i still remember every single thing ... how we used to go library to study tgth last time, how you encouraged me not to give up , and thanks for being by my side whenever i'm feeling down, happy or joy, you'll always be by my side . I just loved you the way you are . You're really my AWESOME hunny, my bestieee & you're like a sister of mine . no matter what we'll be in the future, no matter where am i, whether we'll keep in touch with each other not , whether you'll still remember me not , i can tell you this, chooweiting, see properly : " I'LL ALWAYS REMEMBER YOU RIGHT IN MY HEART . " &&& i'll never forget that i've a potato that i had treasured mosttt . * whenever i see potato, i'll just rmb you . :)

Todayyy, went out with my precious hunny ! was supposed to meet at 1.30pm at bishan mrt & she was lateeeee . hahhah, actually, she isn't late, just that i'm early :D heheeeee . ~ Then we went to see our rings . bought it with carved name & date for 98 dollars . after that went to walk around, then went to library do some homework, then ate snacks, & went to slackkkk . hahahha, took pictures tgth . (y) reached home around 6.40pm .

Grandma's birthday .

2010-11-19T12:59:00.002+08:00

It had been really long since my last post . but, i'll just post a short one for today , cause' i dont really know what to write .
Today morning wake up at 6am, left house at 6.50am, go NDC ; outram park . reached there around 7.20am . then i had two appointment time there, one at 8am and anothe one at 9.30am . first appointment was my own dentist which will be seeing him through three years from now . he help me put the metal bending today, was quite painful but yeahhh , veryyyy uncomfortable ! :\ then second appointment was a ladyy dentist . she was so prettyyyy, wow . but she's not as proffesional as the guys dentist there .. she help me pluck two teeth , omgggg, was so freaking pain, & she so rough -.- zZZ, especially when she inject my gum four times . i really cmi already . lol, last two week ago, i pluck two other teeth, but was a guy dentist, it was ok . hmmmm, nevermind, its already over, i guess she wont be my dentist again . lols . then after that took a cab home . blood just wont stop bleeding from my gum . -'-
My next appointment will be after next week . heheeee, & i think i'll be putting the braces either the next appointment, or next month . hahahha,

you showed me love without words, you gave me your love without words.
you made me hold my breath waiting for you, but you ran away like this .
without a word love leaves me, without a word love throws me away .
without a word tears fall, without a word my heard breaks .
without a word i wait for love, without a word love hurts me .
without a word goodbyes find me and without a word goodbyes come to me . D:

2010-10-20T14:42:00.008+08:00

Yesterday, took back results . okayy, it really suck . & i failed that damn english & biology pulled my combine science down, & i failed . -.- wtf . Zzz, nevermind, at least i can still be in express next year . heheheee, i passed 5 subjects . YAYs ! :D After school, went marina square with wanting. Omfg, i laughed like hell . LOLOL . okieeeees , ms chan wanting keep on making me laugh, & i make her laugh till tears . ;D lalallalalas ~ okay, went all the way there just to ask for an exchange of new zen . lol, then walked around, then went to suntec city . then went home around 5pm plus . ok, had a funnn day out . :)

Today, wasn't my day ! fuck . woke up, & cant find uniform, then after preparing everything & i was late, so cant catch up with valerie's bus . Then my phone touch water, & become sort diao already . Zzz, aiyaaaa, still got alot more, just not my day today . -.- grrrrr . Early morning check marksheet, then went to science centre with 3e1 & my class bio students, and a few of physics student . Its about a talk on proteins etc . Sat with hunnyyyy in bus . (Y) heheee . We was playing game & listening to songs while in bus . Then reached there, hear on a talk on bio things, then do practical then went to ate at mac, & took bus back to school . Went home with baby.g . :)

The worksheet .

The white colour layer, there's actually sort of bubble inside, its the DNA in human .

Me & hunnyyy .

I'm used to the way you are.
Feeling so empty . I'm starting to miss you, i guess.

2010-10-18T17:03:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY . ♥
Today, early morning went to temple with wanrong nuer (Y) hehehee
Then meet babyyy.g at bus stop & went school together . Early morning had Breaking down barrier talk by Mdm Kavitha, about sex etc ... okayy, go on & on for 1andhalf hours. Then at canteen slack till 11am plus, cause' its raining . After that went to computer1 to do survey, then slack alittle more then went opposite school blk 402 to collect newspaper from each house. & i did it with baby.g , hunny & junhui . okieeeeeeeees, it was superrr duperrrrrr funn ~ heheheheee, laugh die me . :) After that, go back school do reflection, then went j8 watch bestseller movie with baby.g & cher . Okayy, it was a ghost movie, quite scary & very exciting, & was quite funny too . hahah, anyway, was shivering inside the theatre, i guess its too cold already . lol,
Bought tarts & puffs etc ... from polar . hehheh, cause' today its my father birthday . :D Not sure what to buy for him, so yeahhs, bought for him that . hehehe,
Then went to buy my spicy chicken, walked around junction 8 & homed . :)

I dont give a fucking damn, alrighttttttttttts . -'-

2010-10-17T09:46:00.021+08:00

2010-10-17T08:54:00.003+08:00

Okieeeeeeeeeeeee , my blog is damn dead now, so i will alive it from now onwards alrightttttts . :) okayyys, exams are over now . So currently waiting for results, yeahhh . Erm, for english exams, summary was very difficult & as for chinese exams, compre was very difficult. Then social studies, history, fn & chemistry was okayyy, mathematics paper 1 & 2 i think can barely made a pass . POA & bio, cmi . Okay, whatever , anyway exams are over, nothing you do, can change anything, so yeahhh . hahahs,

Alrighttttttts, starting from last friday, was end of exams, dismissed around 11am , so went out with wanrong nuer and adam di to celebrate his birthday, went to novena there . Bought cake etc , okayyyys, & the cake was so cheesy ! lol, then played cards & hahah, kinda bored , but it was ok . Reached home around 4plus . Then at night around 9.30pm, winson came to pick me up at my house downstair . hehehhe, cause' he was driving, & his bro was also inside the car . Okayyyys, and through out the whole journey, they was like damn joker . -.- LOLOL, ok, was laughing non-stop . lol, we went to tampines buy things, then went to balestier there, then reached home around 11.30pm. Okieeeeees, iloveitwhenheisspeeding ! Wheeeeeeeee . :D

Yesterday meet up with adam di at amk hub around 11am, then walked around there, about 12am went to meet mingzhou & his friend at there. Okayyy, was really boring there . They played arcade and pool . & as for me, i go there just to watch them play . -.- Zzz, okieeeees, nevermind, firstly we went to amk hub, then bugis , then marina & walked around . & took 1 hour bus ride home. So, reached home around 5pm like that, then went out with my father, aunts & uncle & cousin to defu lane 12 there the temple at about 6.15pm. Cause' got some event there, to send off jiu wang ye or something like that . Okie, it was really really very crowed & squeezy there . but overall its ok, & there's traffic jam there, & no place to park car, thus went round and round over there to find a parking lot . ok, reached home around 12am .

Todayyyy, i guess i won't go out . cause' there's 3 reasons, firstly, yesterday whole day went out, somemore reach home so late, damn damn tired, secondly, i haven't get my allowance yet, so yeahhh, and thirdly, i want to read my storybook nows . heheh . Ok, tmr will be going out to watch movie with babyyyyyyyyy . (Y)

If you really care for me, you shouldn't even have hurt me so deeply in the first place .

2010-09-06T10:00:00.005+08:00

Yesterday, met Raymei jie at bishan mrt interchange there . Then went to eat lunch at kfc at about 11am plus. After that zhiling mummy & wanrong nuer come find us. After eating, met some of the sec2s at the mrt interchange there. Then mrt-ed to yio chu kang & walked to yio chu kang stadium. Changed to full uniform, then slacked awhile, then rehearse the last time for the AGI . Then about 5pm, is the final one.Wah damn terrible man ! What a worst experience i had. -.- For the final one we stand for so long man, one and the half hour plus, under the hot sun. then they talk so much craps ! -.- Still say hope we will had an enjoyable day . yeah like fuck. Then give out the awards and stuffs. Like wth, none of our business . -.-'' Zzzz, nevermind. oh, & wanrong nuer fainted on the spot . :( So weak, 2nd time already ehh. First time see her faint, is during NCO course training . tsk . oh, yeah & one whole day there what they provide for us at AGI, only that small bottle of NEWater & one bun. -.- wtf , then after that about 8pm plus went to eat at junction 8, yoshinoya for dinner, then went to basement eat dessert. & wanrong nuer keep eating non-stop.. LOL. She see what, she feel like eating what . Lols. -.- okayy, and they make me laugh till cry. LOL, ok, its really damn funny. After that bus-ed home with wanrong nuer. Okayys, & thanks for all the laughters. hahahha, reached home about 10pm.

Ps: Wr, Zl & Rm ( My heart is seriously divided into 4 parts.. You should know which four parts. None less, none more. All equal, alrights . )

Today had bio remedial early in the morning, 7.30am - 9am . okayy, overall its ok, not too bad. hahahh.

2010-09-05T08:58:00.014+08:00

After saint john .

Bugis with zhiling mummy & wanting mei .

2010-09-05T08:16:00.006+08:00

Last thursday evening meet Celia.kyx . Then went to eat with her, then went to her house slack. Hah, we keep disturbing her boyf. lols, after that, erm, something happened. :\ Celia.kyx cheer up, alrights ! ;) but after that ok liaox, then chit-chatted till about 9.30pm then went home.

Last friday, went to Outram park early in the morning with my father to NDC . Ok, left house about 7am, reached there about 8am, ate breakfast then went there. My appointment was 8.30am, but i was early . hahah, so done x-ray & all the stuffs . Hhahha, erm, the x-ray was abit scary. LOL, cause' i never done before, & so i dont know what will happen next ... After that finish about 9.30am. Pay consultation fee , & i saw the bill. Omg, its so damn expensive . :\ The whole treatment cost $3000 ++ , include sugery & stuffs.. Then plus all the consultation fees, cuz everytime i'll be going back for treatment, & all that stuffs, total add up around $5000 ++ . & the doctor say we will keep seeing each other for the next 2-3 years . Cause every 2-3 weeks, i'll go back one time for treatment . :( Okayy, my doctor is a guy, very friendly person. & erm, not bad looking, hahah, age around 20plus , i guess. LOL . Okayy, missed some lessons in school . After this went to eat lunch at my nearby house coffee shop, then went to school. Reached school about 11am . Then enwei say he mark my attendance present when i'm not even in school . so pro right ! LOL. So didnt give him my excuse sheet already. Next time can pon school liaox, since i didnt come school he also mark my attendance present . Lols, :\ Okayy, dismissed school, then went opposite eat with wanrong nuer & zhiling mummy, & adam di tag along too. lols, Then had saint john at 2.30pm. Changed to full uniform, then rehearse for Annual General Inspection on sunday. Then cheekai sir was checking attire, & oh, damn it i didnt cut my fingernails, later he will pump individually infront of pierce & bishan park sj . So, end up i pluck my fingernails using the other hand of my fingernails. Okay, its quite pain, but what a pity, now my nails short short already. D: Zzzz, ok, nevemind. Then after saint john went opposite slack with raymei jie, wanrong nuer & zhiling mummy. Slacked till about 7.30pm then zao. hahha, bus-ed home with wanrong nuer.

Yesterday, went out with wanting mei & zhiling mummy to Bugis there. But we meet at j8 first, at around 12.30pm, ate lunch at Long John Silver . Then mrt-ed to Bugis. Find pants, cuz wanting mei say she want to buy . Walked round & round Bugis street, finally she bought 2 of the pants. Lols, then bought ice-cream then went Bugis junction took neo-prints. Then walked around , & homed, cuz i got home math tuition at 6pm. What a tiring day ..

Today, later going meet Raymei jie, zhiling mummy & wanrong nuer at j8 at 12pm eat lunch first. Then go Yio Chu Kang stadium for Annual General Inspection . Start at 3pm end at 7pm. Siao liao ! :\ Now ; 08 48 waiting for time to pass . hahah

2010-09-01T10:39:00.003+08:00

I hand down the shawdows of white sky,

this night i try to draw you with my tears,

your face, even your voice,

its still all clear in my thoughts.

i take a bitter medicine called time,

i force myself to swallow it down.

As always you look as if nothing wrong.

You smiled with your eyes that causes me pain.

Everyday my heart is sad,

everyday my tears will fall.

Our memories are left so plentiful.

I can't erase you, i can't hate you.

Please come back to my side.

Following the faint traces of the dark road.

I stay up all night in loss of search for you.

Your scent and smile that used to look at me,

it stills remains plentiful in this road.

I waited to hear the sound of your footsteps.

wanted to forget everything but its so difficult.

This lonely night, deep in my aching heart,

this cruel bad love will only accumulate.

2010-09-01T08:35:00.033+08:00

Erm, yeah, long time no post already . & i also dont know what should i post . So i'll be posting short & sweet . :D

Last last sunday ( 22nd aug ) , went to see horse-riding for YOG . Okayy, it was pretty interesting . hahah, went with some of the saint john mates . After that went to hubby's house . & adam and him, collaborate together, bully me . :/ Zzzz, okay, whatever ..

Last friday , it was pretty okay, just that after school still got saint john . : okayy, boring, keep on doing that footdrills, rehearsing for AGI . sianzx, nevermind .. After that went opposite school slack with zhiling mummy, wanrong nuer, raymei jie & adam di .

Last sunday , was suppose to have family outing , but cause' it was raining, & my sister sick, so didnt go le . So end up went to slack with celia.kyx after her tuition . Went to j8 drink koi , then walked around there slacked at 3rd foor open space there . Then went to her house slack, webcamed with her boyf . hahaha, i keep di-siaoing him . LOL. me & celia.kyx keep laughing . lols

Yesterday , was teachers' day . Okayy, i liked the band performance, other than that, not that well-liked by me, especially the healthy walk around bishan park . : Wanted to take short-cut with hunny & celia.kyx, but kena caught by teacher . wtf, okay, dismissed at around 10.45am . Went out with hunny to j8, & adam di tagged along . lol, then met up with junhui daddy & jeryl at mac. Met Dinesh & Theenesh together . Adam di keep making theenesh hair . LOL, then jeryl keep disturbing Dinesh until his bread part of the burger drop on the floor . LOL, jeryl damn bad. lols, then me & hunny keep on laughing . : hahahahha, then walked round & round j8, saw wanrong and co . Then adam di tagged along with them, junhui daddy go find jeryl . & left me and hunny, so decided to go her house slack. Slept for about 1hour at her house with her . & her house damn noisy got the renovation thing , then keep on knocking . LOL. After that took pictures and ate snacks at her house. & hunny cook for me maggie mee . :D Yum yum ! HAHAHAHA . & she cook for herself omelette to eat. lols, then watched tv, used com and slacked till about 8pm then she send me to the bus stop . :)
Anyway, thanks for all the laughters yesterday, hunny . Loves,

YOG - HORSE-RIDING .

ME :)

TEACHERS' DAY CELEBRATION .

For my loved ones, i'll hang on till the very last .

2010-08-17T16:45:00.011+08:00

Pictures me & my two other sisters ;)

2010-08-17T16:10:00.009+08:00

Last saturday afternoon went to weiting house, blks away from my house, slack over there .. then about 2.20pm went to tuition, then came home about 4.45pm. then left house at about 5pm plus to meet adam di at j8 there, then saw cixin and her primary school friend. hahah, then slacked awhile then went to amk there meet wanrong nuer at about 7pm . We went to AMK hub watch movie ; Love in disguise. Omgg, it ws really an awesome movie ! ~ Hahahahh :D The actors all so cuteeeeeee , me and wr attracted to them already. lol, now then i know she like Wang leehom. :x LOL. tsk, but i dont know the other guy name . :d nevermind, hahha, i love the song too which is wlh new album, the lyrics so meaningful. hahha, { ps : wanrong! I know the lyrics already . } lols ;) The show was really damn funny, me and wr keep on laughing . hahahahahaa ! but the ending also very touching . lol, okayy, my feet damn pain got blister, wtf .. after the movie 9pm plus, then walked around, then went home together . & i swear this is my first time, & last time buying popcorn from the cinema theatre . :x

Last sunday, was my grandmother death anniversary, okayy, really missed her alot . :d Went to my uncle house at yishun, ate lunch there etc.. then went to hubby house at about 3pm plus teach his brother . Okayy, adam di fetch me from j8 to his house . ;p hahhah, & on the way, he go disturb the red ants, and it bite him . LOL . :x Then rested at his house at for 1 hour, then i start teaching . & hubby first time make food give me eat . ;) hahhah, then something happened there, dont wish to talk about it, then over all should be okay bah, nothing much le.. Ate dinner at his house then slacked awhile then went home about 9pm , adam di send me off. :)

Yesterday, nothing much happened, got back history marks, and wtf ! Failed by two marks, fuck, make my combine humanities fail ! ask her give me two marks she die die also dont want give.. Zzzz :d
Today was supposed to meet hubby at 6.10am in school, i woke up at 5.45am, in the end, i was late, but he was even more late ! 7am plus then reach. let me wait so long .... :/ Zzz, nevermind.. First lesson, is double period f&n, okayy, go through the exam paper, i pass . yays! hahha, got an a1 for it . then had chinese, as usual write down all the chinese words and phrases for the chapter .. :/ was a boring one. After thar recess, then double period of maths, feel like sleeping already, ms teo gave us 15 mins to slack, then went for biology lesson & i was late, so mr peterson ask me do 20 push-ups . :d Zzzz, then gave back the papers, and i improved . ;) then had break, then english lesson, go excel room do the summary .. -.- freak, dont even feel like doing it . nvm, then went home after school, now using computer . & oh yeah ! I'M SCARED I'M CHOSEN FOR TMR I-CAST.. fuck.

2010-08-14T00:00:00.004+08:00

Okayy, came posting for the sake of hunny, junhui daddy & celia.kyx. They asked me to post today, cuz my blog was like quite dead le . so i'm now here posting . :)

First thing first, national day didnt go out. But the day before national day, went out with veron mummy to bishan library intended to study there but end up going to junction 8 . lol, but we still studied there for about half an hour. LOL. Met adam di first at about 4-5pm forget liaox. Then went library slack, and hahha, yeah, chit-chatted.. then veron mummy reached j8, and meiyi came bishan library, so me and him also go seperate ways le, he went to find meiyi, and i went to find veron mummy. Then walked around, eat, chit-chatted etc... & anyway, thanks adam di for the handphone cover. :) Didnt expect he would buy it for me. lol, quite shock, but yeah .... Then over there also saw hubby , his younger bro & maid .. His brother so cuteeee ! ;) heh, Then went home at around 8.30pm like that.

Last monday and tuesday didnt went out, was studying the whole day. then wednesday had history and fn test. Okayy, it was quite ok, i guess. thursday had mathematics and biology. oh freak, bio confirm flunk uhh ! That stupid graph . Zzz, nevermind, forget it, its over already, no matter how much i'm not happy about it, it still wont change a thing.. Okay, as for math test, its okay, i still had 10 mins left at first, but mr tan give extra 5 mins, so got 15 mins slacking. & that mr tan chee beng keep on disiao-ing me. -.-'' cuz he said i'm the first to finish blah blah blah, then say my name so loud then i so ps uhh ! Freak . But i knew my prime numbers were wrong, but i dont know how do, as for the last question, i didnt find the line, cuz first thing first, i forgot how to find. Lols, and second thing, i wanted to change my working the time its like left 3 mins.? then i say forget it, i just leave it alone .. dont care already. lol.

Yesterday had Principle of accounts (POA) test. Oh, that one, i can dont even think about passing already . fuck. dont even know what the question is talking about, and i forgot all the positions already. freak freak.. & what more so less time , then i anyhow hack. lol. whatever, i dont care anymore, stupid poa. -.- Gave back math test paper & i got a1, unbelievable. lol, sa1 i failed until damn jialat, and now i got a1. lol. okok, was feeling abit shock, and surprised, and ms teo say i got great improvement and she gave me one lollipop. LOL. okayy, hahha. & i really had the prime numbers wrong, and the last question the line, make my perimeter and area wrong too. if i were to calculate the line, and i know my prime numbers, i would get full marks already uhhh ! Zzzz , whatever ~ okayy, and my chemistry test just passed, fuck shit, still need go for compulsory remedial, every week i think. STUPID SHIT . waste my time only. lol. : okayy, nevermind, just forget it. Okayy, after school, went j8 with hunny and celia.kyx . haha, drank koi cafe, and ate spicy chicken. came back to school, & ohhhhh! I'm so shock because of something. & i finally knew why.. okayy, something happened there which i dont which to say out, anyway, thanks celia.kyx, hunny & Jomaine for being there for me when i'm feeling down. Loves, :} after that they went for choir & i went for saint john, was setting first aid questions with wr . hahha, & slacked all the way. lallalalalallas ;D whatever, ihatesaintjohn. :x opppppps, -.- then after saint john, got debrief by ms tan, her words had ruin my day. -.- fffffffffffff . forget it, dont wish to talk about it . then after that went opposite with zhiling mummy, wanrong nuer, raymei jie & adam di. Was pulled along by zhiling mummy .. :/ Zzz, end up i went . lol, then slacked awhile, then went to meet celia.kyx at prime mart bus stop to accompany her for dinner. then around 8pm went home. then watched tv, done my chinese homework, and stupid chi, everytime find meaning, so sian luhs, so tiring also... then now using computer chatting with junhui daddy on msn, & she wants me to say iloveher on my blog . lol, okayys, i love you , daddy . LOL.

Actions speak louder than words .
I'll walk out of this lifestyle one day, when i'm ready to let down everything ....

2010-08-07T19:22:00.012+08:00

Okayy, yesterday was friends carnival . damn boring uhhs ! lol, had saint john duty awhile, then went walking around with celia.kyx & hunny . had funs with them anyway . :) then after school rushed to yishun meet veron, so surprised she came with another guy .. lols, nevermind . okayy, continued from my previous post, she taught me how to play audition at lan there . but damn sian . lol, played awhile then didnt play le . then we walked back to the park, sat at the grass there, and my shoe kena mud .. freak, then played around . hahahh, had fun, yeahs . thanks for cheering me up ! :} then about 10pm plus, wanted to went home, and that guy dont want let me go home . :( In fact both of them . lol, waited & waited for SMRT taxi, which veron specially requested . End up her parents called up, & she needed to go home, so she said hail any taxi i see, & end up i hailed the bigger taxi, opppps . :x but the fare is okayy bah, reached my house about 9.20 dollars only . reached home about 11pm . So damn tired, bathed & went to sleep . lol

pictures

2010-08-06T17:50:00.005+08:00

Now at yishun chambers using computer. Okayy, firstly met veron at yishun with another guy friend, looked so alike like one of my school mate, after school . lol, first impression, gangster . LOL, but after awhile he's like okayy, not bad .. lol, Then went to watch movie at golden village , watched dispicable me. okayy, people said its funny, but maybe either to me i dont like cartoon show or no mood laugh lo .. haizx, nevermind .. but i liked the ending & the story-telling part . :D hahaha, actually wanted to watch blood pledge, but the guy already watched . :( Zzz, IWANTTOWATCHBLOODPLEDGE luhs ! :d okayy, then went to kfc eat lunch . then walked to yishun playground there, played swing . okayys, i know she wanted to cheer me up, but it didnt make me any better .. nvm, its ok . hhaha, sorry, really no mood . lol, & chee kai on facebook, was like asking me to cheer up too . haha, thanks for your the thoughts, but its ok . :} then now came lan use com . actually didnt wanted to be a member, but was forced to, if not i cannot go in . So me & veron became a member of chamber . Didnt really know what to do here, so came blogging . pictures will upload soon in the later post . :)

Sorry, but seriously, i cant accommodate to your lifestyle .

2010-08-05T17:32:00.002+08:00

Okayy, i'll just write alittle short post for today . Common test is coming . But i just dont feel like studying . hahah, passed my english, chinese, and social studies . For history havent get back yet .. Hope i'll pass . ;) Okayy, this past few weeks, happened alot alot of unhappy things, which i dont wish to name out what they are . But i really , really hope, unhappy times faster pass & let happy times come & fill my memories. :) However, may it be good or bad, parts of my memories had been filled with it, it let me learn how to overcome these obstacles, overcome everthing that had been struggling me .. Without my friends who were beside me all times while, i wouldn't be who i am today .. I've learnt to be stronger each and everyday . Hope things will just change & back to the past times, where my memories are just filled with laughters . :} Thanks hunny, junhui daddy, veron mummy, celia.kyx , adam di, & wanrong nuer .. :) thank you so much for being there, when i need you . Loves,
Okayy, tmr will be friends carnival day, after that will be going out with veron mummy to amk hub watch movie ; blood pledge . Hope it would be a fun dayyy tomorrow . :)

2010-07-13T19:51:00.002+08:00

Okayy, shall write a short post today , blog look really very dead. hahah

Erm, last friday, its oueve & saint john day . Nobody accompany me . D: okayy, nevermind. Early morning meet at saint john room at 6.30am then change to saint john uniform then preapare everything , then went on stage . hahha, so scary man, & so damn ps. wth, the squad so small ehh . Zzz, nevermind.. then after school, got POP . Ms tan ordered pizzas etc, and lots of tibits . hhaha,
- Raymei --> OIC
- Zhiling --> AOIC
- WanRong --> First-Aid IC
- Me --> Secretary
- Xiaoyu --> Quater headmaster

Ohh, and my prediction was correct. haahahh, wanrong lose to me . ;p LOL.

Last Saturday, went to meet hubby at Amk hub . Walking to junction 8, got a group of catholic high sec boys asked me if guys piercing their ears is it gay . -.- wth, then i stun, then told them okayy luhh, then i faster zao liaox . lol, & they are having debate among themselves . -.-''

Today, i lose my e-z link in school ! Grrr, fuck, still dont know how tell my father i lost it, later tio scolding .. Zzz, made a police report . Cuz Celia told me that time she lost it she went to police station make report. Then junhui say later people take my e-z link card do illegal thing. Zzzz, then say jeryl that time lost his e-z link card also, then he also dont know for what reason he must pay $300 cuz i think people misuse his e-z link card, so decided to make a police report after that.. Then hubby & hunny accompany me to bishan police station. In the police station, hahah, was so damn funny cuz of somethings. omgg, laughing non-stop. hahha, then the two policemen also started laughing . LOL. Then walked to junction 8 after that, drank koi cafe & ate choco waffle with hunny then bus-ed home. hahah,

2010-07-03T22:42:00.003+08:00

Its been about two weeks since i post on my blog ..
Okayy, didnt have much to post, & dont feel like posting, so didnt post le ..
Cant remember much, but school had reopen last week . Nothing change much, only the time table , some seating arrangement, & ms chen came back to teach us social studies already . ;) hahahah, sandhu not teaching us anymore ! Yays! LOL, :x heh,

After re-opening school, nowadays, just so many saint john training, almost everyday . Siao liao, stupid saint john day . -.- fk luhh, damn .. Zzzz, nevermind .. forget it, even how much i'm not happy about it, it still wont change a single thing .. grrr, okayy, nevermind .

In between the two weeks, one of the day, went to watch " karate kid " the movie with valerie, junhui & jeryl . Its really damn touching at the end . hahah, " Life will knock us down, but we can choose whether or not to get back up . " :) what a nice movie is this . heh

Today went to meet hubby at amk hub, went to couple lab awhile then walk around there, then went to darren tuition to pick him up, then went to toa payoh community centre, cuz darren learn Wushu there . then me & hubby do homework there, then called cixin come .. Then after that slacked awhile, then went to pick darren & go home .. something happened over there, okayy, but it ended up to be fine after all .. Sorry hubby, cixin & joshua .. :d

Bored, monday theres' no school cuz youth day, & therefore there's much much homework to do ! :( Zzzz, So far, done chinese & maths . Still left with fn, chemistry & biology .. tsk, damn .

2010-06-21T20:27:00.017+08:00

Time flies just so fast, 1 week had just passed .. Okayy, that week mostly was staying at home , getting really quite bored .. :d

Yesterday went out to tenah merah chalet there, near changi airport to celebrate my cousin daughter , one year old birthday .. hahha, was pretty boring there, so chatted with kenneth, and my 2 sisters .. Hahha, played facebook awhile using kenneth iphone .. after that i acted as if i was pregnant for 5 weeks .. & my sister really believed . -.- lol, cuz they say i acted as if it look so real, cuz i was on phone with hubby, and keep on elaborating on it then like going cry already like that, cuz my cousin say underage, he will go jail 3 years plus canning .. then my sister over there want hear what i was chatting about .. lol, :p so i purposely one . lalalallalas, ~ then hubby on the line was like keep on laughing .. hahhah. was really tolerating not to laugh ... okayy, then took a few pictures ... then hubby called me say he going genting, just about to ask him got time to go there play mehx, cuz its at night already & he said next day coming back , then my phone went out of batt ! :@ wth, zzz, okayy, then reached home about 10pm plus, called hubby, & he said he waiting to go up the coach, hahha, then chatted till about 12 midnight, then he said reached the tuas checkpoint already, so hanged up the call, & i went to sleep le . hahah, He just went to thailand for a week, just came back on friday, then yesterday he went oversea again . -.- Zzzz, nvm, hahah,

Today went to school with zhiling, wanrong & raymei to train on footdrills .. Overall its a boring day, under the hot sun . -.- okayy, had quite alot of laughter today . haha, then after that about 3pm plus, wanrong & zhiling came my house .. We played so rough that my mother was alittle unhappy .. Opps, : okayy, nevermind ... haha, then they went off about 7pm . Now its 8.44pm, waiting for hubby message, when he reached Singapore .. :} Hahah, meanwhile chatting with hunny . :)

Darren ( hubby bro ) ;p

2010-06-14T18:45:00.003+08:00

Its been a week since my last post . Recently, went out with hubby & bros , Sisters & friends .. :} Okayy, my hubby had just left singapore to thailand ; phuket for a 5-days holiday . Seriously, its so loonnnnngggggggg ! Imy,darling . D:

Yesterday, went to Pasir ris for picnic with my sisters & friends . Okayy, sadly to say its raining, so we end up picnic-ing in one of the holiday camp canteen there .. Then we ate alot of junk foods there, such as, sushi's , potato chips, tibits, & alot alot more ... hahha, damn bloated already . +_+ Play-ed games there & chit-chatted .. Okayy, laughed alot, hahha ;D & i've a nick name called Ms Happ , stands for ms happen-ing . LOL, forgot why already , but i had alot of unexpected things . lol, okayy, nevermind, after we ate, we deciding where should we go next . My eldest sister at first say, go Kbox sing, then second sister say go walk around the pasir ris park , then i say go escape theme park since its so near , then my second sister say go snow city, after that my eldest sister say go walk in the jungle nearby to explore ! -.-'' LOL, anyway, after much suggestion, end up going to E-hub , Kbox sing . lols, my sister got the membership card there, so each of us pay $8 nett . ;) hahha, okayy, so cheap . lols, its from 7.30pm - 9pm .. We've also decided to meet up next time to play majong together . ^-^ heh, then went to White sand eat dinner at mac, its around 11pm already . okayy, something happened there .. Can't-be-bother okayy .. Zzzzz, then reached home about 12am like that .

Today woke up early then went to J8 meet up with hubby, adam & darren before they left singapore . Okayy, darren so cute , hahah :x then they went to buy somethings .. Okayy, then walked to their house bus stop, chit-chatted while waiting for adam to come back from shop & save . & adam scolded darren till he cried ! :( okayy, sad . Zzzz, adam so fierce sia, just like hubby ... Tsk, nvm . okayy, cant wait for friday to come .. :}

2010-06-07T23:20:00.001+08:00

Last thursday & friday had MotivationalMaths lesson, taught by other school teacher . Okayy, its a guy teacher, somehow quite friendly .. Hahah, he keep on asking me, why i look so fierce, ask me to smile more .. LOL, Last friday also went to visit adam di at his work place with junhui at tampines there .. Okayy, its quite far , & it took us a long time just to find his working place .. Took about 1 hour from school to tampines mrt .. Okay asked 4 strangers for directory before knowing where is his working place . Seen him awhile, then we bought sugarcane drinks before continue-ing our journey to find Jeryl .. lols, We went to the gym to find him, then ate at the nearby coffee shop .Then one of jeryl's friend came .Then we went to jeryl's house .. Okay after that something unexpected happened .. Okayy, somehow really got a shock . Not sure if its my first time seeing jeryl so pissed off, but i know, the whole house like going to turn upside down already . -.-'' Okayy, then jeryl and his friend sit at the staircase there, jeryl shout shout shout, & his friend keep on calming him down . lol, then me & junhui was like sitting outside the lift .. Okayy, nevermind, then after that, we went to mac there slack, then took train home with junhui & jeryl's friend ..

Last saturday morning about 10am went to amk library with boyf & aloysious .. Actually wanted to see darren de, but he went for tuition already . :( Zzzz, then about 11.45am leave there, & head for mytuition at prime there . In the late afternoon, went to Hannah & Leanne house with my mother specially go give them some storybooks & visit them, since long time no see already ! ;) hahah, Okayy, ate some dessert there, then play-ed with them for awhile then went home .. Then studied for the math retest on monday for awhile, & watched tv .. heh,

Yesterday whole day at home, omg, so rare i will stay at home for the whole day without even leaving the house one step . lol, The thing that actually matter is not i at home or not at home, the thing that matters me is that i actually stayed at home the whole day studying for the math restest ! lols, from morning till night .. :}

Today , had math retest, had to report school at 8.50am at excel room .. Okayy, its air-condition , so cold .. Hahahh , & most of the questions came out for the retest is actually from the sa1 exam papers .. & fuck, i didnt study so much on the exam papers .. -.- okay, whatever ... ~ Mr peterson said that if fail the retest , will have conversation with him . -.-'' wth, Okayy, the papers end after 2 hours .. Overall the paper is okayy, hopefully i can pass this time round . :> Then came home had lunch, then meet boyf downstair my house at about 1pm . Then went j8 library, find adam di and his friends .. Then about 4pm liddat went to boyf house .. Then slacked till 6.30pm, then adam di cycled me home .. Actually i want walk de, but adam di insisted me on riding his bicycle ... Okayy, it was really very scary, hahah, i screamed almost till the end of the journey . LOL, but its also the worst experience .. When reaching to my house the time, i accidentally fell down . :( Injured my legs & stomach .. & ouch, it hurts ! Zzzz, nevermind .. &&& sorry adam di for making you fall down also . D:

2010-06-02T08:48:00.001+08:00

Heyyy peeps, i'm posting again . hahah,
Yesterday went to take result slip, & it wasn't a good one . Nevermind ~
I'll buck up ! :) hahah,
Then my father went to see Ms Kwok ; my form teacher .
She talk alot of things, & she say i very guai one, very good one . :D Hahahhah .
Okay, then took bus home ...... .
I was sitting with my father , then junhui & jeryl came up the bus, sitting behind us . Zzzz, okayy the thing that matters me is they keep on talking about seth . -.- Somemore is not talk normally de lehx, they really say until so loud, & they keep on saying the name seth . -.-'' Then they also talk about lots of things, what girlfriend here , girlfriend there . -.- ! Then i act as if i dont know them . Luckily, i think my father never suspect anything luhh . Zzzz, whatever ~

Just woken up, & i'm down with a flu . Zzz, dying soon already . D:

People do change , so do you . I'm tired of this life . Trust no one, but you; yourself .

2010-05-31T20:46:00.002+08:00

Okayy, posting again . haha, today weather was so good . omgg, such a good weather is just so suitable for sleeping ! LOL . heh ! Okay, then celia ask me out , end up i went junction 8 with her . Hahahha, & went to my fav Koi cafe, drink bubble tea, oh my goddd, so in love with the pearls .. lols, :) its so soft, lol .. Okayy, then went to eat dinner together at basement .. Then now i'm at her house slacking .. hahah :D

&&& the day before yesterday was my first time hearing my father say vulgarity , omgg, hah, i told hunny, & she said that he learnt it from me . -.- Zzzz, okayyyyy, must be . LOL . ;p heh,

Yesterday went to my uncle house around 5pm reached . At Yishun there, hahah .. But before that, me & my mother went to AMK, shop for shirts . :) Then we watched so call movie at my uncle's place . The show title is call " Hotel Ridwan " . Okayy, its quite touching, & scary partly because of the sound effect, and all the dead people that was killed .. The show its about how racist can start a war between that country . Then my uncle ordered pizza from Pastamania . okay, yummy ! LOL, then went home around 9pm plus liddat ..

Tmr will be collecting report book, shit .. Zzzz, nevermind . hahha, at least i got the green form, & it should be okayy already .. lol, GREEN FORM MEANS PARENTS NO NEED SEE TEACHERS ! YAYS ! ~ LOL, heh, :D
Okay shall end here, i think i'm going home soon le bahhhhh .. lol, bye peeps . ;>

2010-05-30T12:02:00.006+08:00

Okayy, its been a week since my last post .

Last sunday, went out with my family to junction 8 . Hahah, & finally my father signed a new unlimited plan for me . :> Loves him lots ! Heh, :D Thus, i've also changed my number . hhaha, & he bought Omnia II for my sis . nevermind, at least i got the unlimited plan, & its fine with me already . Happy enough . lol, then after my father sign the plan already, he went off le , so me, my two sisters & my mother went to eat at Swensen , & its really crowded there, waiting for the queue so long .. Zzz, Then we ate finished, the bill came, hah, about nearly 100 bucks . okayy, its quite expensive but we really eat until damn full . lol, after that walked around, then went home . hhaha,

Recently hang out with boyf, adam, hunny, celia.kyx , kaoyee, zhiling, wanrong , yeah think should be thats all bah . For hunny's sake i will cut short the post, not elaborating on it anymore . & recently, theres' also lots of things happening ..

Omgg, really miss going to pub, with my sister, cousin & friend .. hah, there so cool man ! :D Heh, okayy, i think i shouldn't think too much about it already . cuz i've promised boyf not to go anymore . D: Nevermind, for you i'll keep my promise, alright . Loves,

♥ 280510 ; first month anniversary .

Okayy, the day before yesterday was public holiday, went out with hunny to 313 then orchard . Before that. we went to Koi cafe, to buy bubble tea, omgg, its so nice , lol, the pearl is so soft . heh, we queue-ed a long time to buy our bubble tea . but it was worth while . hahah, then went round & round the shopping centre at 313, my head damn pain already.. lol, was pretty crowded there, then went in & out the shop several times . & thanks hunny for the bag . :} Then boyf called me, so went junction 8 find him at around 6pm . then went to my fav "purpur" shop, hahah, hunny bought a white pant there . heh , then went bishan active together, cuz his friend took his ball to play there .. Then after awhile, hunny got to go off . D: So left me & boyf . Okayy, unhappy things happened .. Dont wish to talk about it anymore .. Thanks celia & hunny for being by my side when i'm alone . ♥

Yesterday, its a fine day , everything was back to normal .. :} hahah, didnt go for chemistry tuition, cuz tuition teacher sick . cool . hahahah, :x then around evening, went out with my parents to my cousin house, at woodland there . We took a cab down .. Okayy, sad, kenneth didnt come . He went to universal studio ! Omgg, i'm so envious . LOL, -.- okayyys, chatted with my other cousins . Play-ed games there, hah, & i lost, so was kena flicked by yueda . damn! pain you know, nevermind . hahha, at least had lots of funnn there .. & they started talking about my boyf etc .... lol, okayy, then slacked, yueda keep on disturbing me ! Grrrrr, :@ Went gym, for about 10 mins , then walked around, & went home after that .. Reached home about 11pm . Was so damn tired . lols,

Later will be going to my uncle house about 3pm plus bah at yishun there . Long time no see already .. hahah, then will be eating dinner together . :} Just now was chatting with hunny on msn , but currently she went out to eat for lunch . D: Will be waiting for her to online again . :D heh,

2010-05-21T20:31:00.007+08:00

Okayyy, was posting again! Damn sian lehhhhhx! Wth, was really rotting at home today ! Keep on switching on and off the computer, cuz theres' nothing for me to do .. D: &&& my mother agreed to let me have yoga lessons during june holidays ! :) Shes' soooooo good ! Hahahha, Maybe i'm also finding job to do during hoilday . I'm turning bankruptcy already ! :( Haizx, nevermind .

Pictures time- Hunny send me the pics . hahah :>

2010-05-21T13:40:00.001+08:00

Hello peeps ! :D
Just changed my blogskin, hahah, hunny says its nice . ♥ Thanks thanks :>
I've also edited my songs, Kesha songs damn nice can (!) ;D
Hah, addicted to "take it off" from Kesha . Heh, :}
Okay, didnt go out today , so guess going to rot at home . Arggggghhhhh !
Wanting asked me go jogging with her & valerie at Yishun there . Crazy,
LOL . I rather at home rot then go jogging uh . lols ;P
Okay, hahah, shall end here already, what a short post . lols,

2010-05-20T22:00:00.002+08:00

Day-out with zhiling & wanrong to vivo city .

Me, ZhiLing,wanrong .

Me,Zhiling, wanrong .

Me & wanrong .

Wanrong & me .

Zhiling & me .

Zhiling, me & wanrong .

Zhiling .

My drink . hahhah,

Me .

Wanrong .

Zhiling .

Wanrong with her teddy bear short . damn cute . hahah,

Day-out with weiting,celia & kaoyee at BishanActive .

Celia .

Kaoyee & celia .

Weiting's tree .

Weiting .

Me .

2010-05-20T20:22:00.003+08:00

Okay, finally exams are over . hahah, exams are okayy , hope wont fail maths, cuz i dont want go back school during june holidays . lol, valerie & weiting keep asking me update , so now updating already , okay ?

This few days hanging out with beloved, zhiling, weiting, wanrong etc , yesterday just went vivo with zhiling and wanrong . Wanted to go LAN at first, but changed place . Before we even reached the place, we already laughing like hell already . lol, okay, took pics here & there , then chit-chatted, ate at Kfc, bought a pendant with zhiling, wanrong and adam ; brother and sisters . hahah, okay, had a fun day out there with them . :>

Zhiling --> pregnant aunty aka reuse bin
Wanrong --> Obasang bear aunty aka rubbish bin
Me --> Sotong aunty aka recycling bin

LOL . okay, hah, we each got a new name again . Lols,

Okay, today had english oral, it was okay overall, at least better than that stupid chinese oral . doesnt even have any link with the passage and conver . passage is about things that is people one, and you take it as if its your own thing . then the conver is about recycling . -.-'' wtf, totally went blank , dont know what to say about it . fuck . i stare at teacher, teacher stare at me . & my chinese teacher is ms liying . she ask me alot of questions & i ans about 5 sentence only . die already luhh . wtf,
Today asked ms abraham if the picture discussion got come out laboratory . & i told her clearly , that i dont know anything about it, very hard, end up today come out that topic . -.-'' fuck . english oral today, mr pang; my examiner . Dont know say him deaf, or daydreamer ! walao, tell him so clearly why the students wearing jacket & gloves in the science laboratory already lo, then end of picture discussion, i say finished already , then he ask me why do i think they are dressed like that . why are they wearing gloves . -.-'' fuck luhh . later he minus my marks .. Zzz, :@ ! I'm so not happy with him ! Grrr, then conversation the time, he ask me damn lots of questions can ... i answer until dont know what to ans already . lol, ask me what 2 subject i like ? then i say art he say why , etc ..... then another subject i said math, he say what topic in maths make me crazy about it . -.-'' ! i anyhow say trigo, cuz last min, cant think of anything . then he say what about it . I said its about finding angles, then he interupt say no, what you like about it that makes you crazy for it . -.-'' wth, want ask, ask properly luhh ! Zzzz, then he ask me any plans after studying secondary school? i said havent think of yet . going poly or universitiy ? poly . then what course i am taking there ? how the hell i know . -.-'' Then i said havent think of yet, then he say okay, can already . But in between still got other questions he ask me luhh . Wah, talk to him damn pek chek can . tsk, then i took my file, and zao already, saw ms abraham and she smiled at me ... Okay, after oral . Went junction 8 buy food at mac, for my mother and myself . cuz my mother say she felt like eating cheeseburger . Then weiting & beloved went to my house . Okay, sorry weiting about it . Sincerely apologise to you . D: Okay then they went off about 5pm liddat . Then used computer till now . hahha,

2010-04-30T15:56:00.003+08:00

Yesterday had english paper 1 & 2 . It was okay .. :} hahah, after school, went j8 with my beloved, hunny , valerie & grace . Ate at pizza hut, no i mean, only hunny & grace ate .. LOL, okay okay . haha, after that walk around junction 8 , then went to find zhiling, adam they all at popular . Then beloved & adam left first . Then i remembered my file still with my beloved . So he came & pass me my file then went to bus interchange together with wanrong & emma take bus home . while beloved walk home from bus interchange . okay, its raining so heavily, waited at the bus stop for the rain to stop .. Then the rain not so heavy alr, i just walked under the rain then go home . & damn it, my phone caught under the rain, damn lag alr . Zzzz, reached home not long, my mother ask me accompany her bring the baby see doctor cuz he got high fever . So went to the clinic, then waited there for damn long can, cuz the doctor want check the baby urinate etc , then see whether got infection not . okay okay . stayed there for 2-3 hour plus . Then went home, bathed, eat dinner then play com . hah, cuz my beloved ask me to eat dinner alr then play . hahah, :} After that , my left eye twitched . So i knew something bad is happening .. D:

Today had chinese paper 1 & 2 . paper 1 was okay, i think paper 2 , i die alr . Lols, okay okay, nevermind . After chinese exams, got biology class test . wanted to skip de, nobody accompany me ! D: So was forced to go . fuck, i didnt even learn for this test . -.- But theres' one question on mr peterson, its a bonus question & its 10 mark question . The question was asking what are we going to give him on teachers' day . -.-'' wth, this type of questions can come out in biology class test paper . lol, anyway, damn shiok . hahha, after that, took bus home with valerie . :}

baby & me . hahha
he so cuteeee ! heh! :D
oppppps ! :x later my beloved , jealous . LOL . :D

Junhui sleeping, emma packing bag , wanrong looking at my phone camera . ;D

Valerie using phone in class . hahah :D

beloved - valerie, hunny, wenxin & junhui .

Zhiling teaching adam di study ! Hahahah .
So hardworking . LOL .

2010-04-29T19:50:00.001+08:00

Yesterday, after school, went junction 8 meet jeryl with junhui and hunny .then met grace there . then seth came kfc find us . & jeryl talk alot of craps there . lols . -.-'' We ate family feast there . hahah, After that seth left first, then walked around with them . Went popular bought my new file, finally . hahhaha . then reached prime, seth ask want go his house, then he teach me formal and informal letter writing . So i took bus again . Zhiling and wanrong also at his house . But i went there, Wanrong not there alr . Zzzz, D: & in the end , zhiling say only got test on speech . wth, -.- i go all the way to his house then say . -.-'' lol, nevermind . on the bus, seth ask me dont come down, then we go to J8 there, buy for adam assesment book at popular . -.- back to there again . -.-'' ! After that walk go to his house from J8 . hah, he was using the little miss & mr umbrella . hahahha, damn cute can ! on the way to his house, was like keep on thinking which one of the little miss shirt i had . LOL . Okay, today then found out, i actually got the little miss giggle shirt . hahah, Then after that went to his house did nothing then chat chat lo . Zhiling & adam keep on disiao-ing us . wth, Zzzz, then ate dinner at his house . after that about 7.10pm , adam send zhiling home first . then i 9pm liddat went home . hah, & suddenly i changed my house location from Bishan to Amk . -.- lol, okay okay . adam send me to the bus stop , then i took bus home .

♥ 280410 ; Attached to Qifeng ! ;D

2010-04-27T16:30:00.000+08:00

Yesterday after school, meet sylvia at hall, cuz she got the LTC briefing . okay , then went library and she taught me math ; Matrix , trigometry , and abit on graphs . Hahah, & shes' a good tutor ! :D Hahah, thanks sylvia ! ;} She will be teaching me again after school on friday . :} Then library closes at about 5.30pm liddat, then went to outside general office study till about 6.15pm then went home together . hahah,

Today, nothing much happened . First lesson english , then had biology . Hah, damn shuang can ! Mr peterson give each of us one lollipop, and he added " i must see everyone have a lollipop in their mouth . "LOL . Damn funny can, the whole class eating lolllipop then got the stick, sticking out . . Hahahhah! & Yay! Next lesson got lollipop eat again . Lols, okay, next lesson, social studies, dont like Mr Sandhu teach luhh, -.- hope ms bernice chen faster come back school teach us . lol, next recess then double period of Fn . -.- damn sian ! Hahhah, & wenxin fall for my trick ! Haahhah, then she like very pek chek liddat dont know how reply "him" liaox . lols, hah, its so funnn! Heh! :D Then POA, sian, totally no idea on how to do . lol, nevermind , then throughout the whole lesson, Carvell was like sitting outside the class, even when his lesson started . -.-'' okay, then had lunch then chinese . Sian, cao lao shi ! LOL . :x After school, go with hunny to prime eat lunch, then went home . hahah,

I still feel there isn't a need to .

2010-04-25T11:06:00.000+08:00

Nothing happen last 2 days .
Just feel that something is fishy, i knew something was not right alr, since yesterday evening .
Till i saw something just now which makes me, doesnt feel shock luhh,
just feel very heart pain when i seen that .
Its not that i didnt warn you, its you persist on your way .
I knew it long time ago, but you just dont want to listen to my advice .
So i've got nothing to say .
People make mistakes i know ,
but at least you can share the problem with us, so we can help you with your burden isn't it .?

- 为什么你什么都不说、自己默默的承受这一切？

2010-04-22T16:30:00.000+08:00

Today was a fine day ; everything went on so smoothly . How nice if everyday, was just like today . :}
First lesson english . Okay, its double period . sian .. & i didnt do my homework, so was asked to sit at the back to finish it . D: Hah, nevermind, i'm prepared for it alr , and luckily, i'm not the only one . Cuz i know theres' surely some people didnt do it too . hahah, theres' daryl, wenhao, chandra, jinzi accompanied me . :} lols, okay okay, time is just passing so slow . -.-
Next lesson is pe , okay, slacked . Then recess, after that fn , ate chocos' throughtout the lesson which makes me awake, hahah, today is the first time i pay so much attention to what ms lin is talking about fn . omgg .. lol, after that math . & ms teo teach another chapter alr , and finally i know whats she teaching ! hah, was asked to sit right infront, & i had 100 % attention to what shes' teaching . hah, first time sia . LOL . :D Everytime she teach, i will wonder off to my own wonderland . lol, -.-'' Then had chinese , okay, it was quite boring . But its still okay, after lesson, asked cao lao shi some chinese words whats the meaning & how to read, took about 15-20 mins liddat . Then went with junhui go find ms teo , asked her to teach us on the previous topic about graphs . Okay, finally understood it . hah, then about 2pm, go with junhui to junction 8 , jeryl came to junction 8 find junhui . hah, & he somehow changed (?) LOL, he wear the spec look damn guai can! Hahahha, & omgg, he finally didnt call me ferret . hahah. He also said that he will most probably come back bishan park sec to study after the mid-year exams . hah, then ate at mac together, then saw my pri school ex tuition friend , haha, & she recognise me . :} Loves today man, so many good things happened . :} hahha,

I know i can't blame anyone, but me ; myself . D:

2010-04-20T18:38:00.001+08:00

Me .

Hunny & me . :}

Yesterday wasn't my day ! Wtf, nothing goes smoothly . Haiz, nevermind .. Social studies test postponed to today . & almost everbody didnt do the social studies homework, then Mr Sandhu keep on scolding like hell . -.-'' Then ask us after school stay back do, end up most of the people including me dont want stay back, so before end of school, we faster chiong & do finish then hand in . hahah :D

Today was okay, not so bad . At least its 100 times better than yesterday ! hah, today had social studies test, it was okay . POA test postponed to tomorrow, & its on the topic ; Trial Balance . Hope it would be an easy test . hahah . :} Okay, after school, went Prime eat fries & drank bubble tea with hunny . ♥

I've always believed that nothing last forever .

2010-04-18T09:28:00.000+08:00

16th April - Friday
Its my eldest sis birthday . ♥ ;}
Okay, saint john was quite boring, but overall its okay . Mam yanyin didnt come, sadden . D: Seth had a fever & he still insist in coming to saint john , dont want go home . -.-'' ! Wth, okay okay, nevermind ... After saint john, rushed home, cuz its my sis b'day . :} hah, Zhiling called my house phone, & we chatted for damn long . Lols,

17th April - Yesterday ; saturday
Early morning, zhiling called my house phone, & awakes me up . She came my house about 7am . Then she used computer, while i do my chemistry tuition homework, see, i so good girl . LOL, no luhh, cuz the teacher damn fierce one . lols, erm, then went to school together for YOG . All i can say is F-U-C-K ! -.- Dont wanna talk about it . Okay, after that came home straight, then about 2pm went downstair eat lunch with my father at the nearby coffee shop . Its damn hot there, hah . Then meet Emma at the prime bus stop go tuition together . Today chemistry tuition was pretty okay . & he gave us so much homework to do (!) D:

18th April - Today
Early morning wake up, done my chemistry school homework, biology tuition homework, and revise abit for social studies class test tomorrow & its about healthcare in singapore .. Damn sian . D:

2010-04-15T16:33:00.000+08:00

yesterday nothing much happened in school ... At night about 7pm plus, meet seth downstair my house . Then we walked to bishan park slack, chatted alot of things . :} then we walked home together . Reached home about 10pm plus . Okay, after that kena scolding by mother cuz of some reasons . Aiya, hack care luhh . -.- wth, think i care .? hah, then father over there diam diam .. lol,

Today had napfa must run 2.4km around the school field 8 and half times . Fuck . -.- run-ed with junhui, and valerie accompany me run, & motivated me . thanks alot . :} Hah, you make me break my record . lol, though after running felt very sick, but nevermind, at least i passed . hahha . :D & seth and i think his friends also there, upstair ; think 3rd floor, keep on looking down at me . -.-'' ! Wth, make me so ps . Zzzz, after school, went junction 8 with hunny & buena . In bus, Leewenhao, keep on stepping my shoe (!) -.- Nevermind, hah, i step him back . lols, Ate at mac, ate McSpicy with hunny, wtf, really damn spicy . -.-'' hah, after that went home, cuz hunny still got alot of homework havent do, and she still need learn for test . Hunny, jyjy ! :}

- The feeling i once had, wasn't the same as it is now . I just dont know why, is it the feelings had fade off .? D: I hope not .

2010-04-13T18:35:00.000+08:00

Random pictures of the past .... :}

Weiting & me .

Me, wanrong & valerie .

Valerie & me .

Me .

Hannah, my sis & me .

Me .

My sis & me .

Me .

Me & my sis .

My family . :}

Me .

Zhiling, wanrong & me .

Me, Weiting & celia .

Me .

Valerie & me .

Me, Wanrong, zhiling & raymei .

Me .

Valerie & me .

Weiting & me .

Wt, me, yp, belle, sandra, catherine, penny & celia .

Me & Valerie .

Me & Hannah .

Me & Weiting .

Weiting & me .

Zhiling & me .

Me, junhui & zhiling .

Me, Junhui & Zhiling .

Me & zhiling .

Zhiling & me .

Me & Valerie .

Zhiling, me & raymei .

Me .

Okay, done posting all the past pictures . Erm, my phone will soon be confiscated, cuz i going to surrender it to my father today night, before he scolds me for my bill . heh , would most probably get back during june holidays . Okay, i wont die without phone . hahah :} If whoever wants contact me, can ask me for my telephone number , either on msn, or in person . people asking from facebook will not be entertained . thank you very much . LOL . :D

2010-04-13T17:29:00.001+08:00

At seth's house ...

At seth's friend house ....

-Valerie

During YOG practise in school ...

- At school hall .

- Zhiling & me . :}

Our notes ....

Zhiling Kompang, notes, my kompang . :D

10th April '10 - Last saturday
Happy birthday C.wanting ! :D

11th April '10 - Last sunday
Today went to temple early in the morning at bishan guang ming shan, to pray my grandparents . Was supposed to go facial with wanrong after that, but because i'm rushing time, so i went before her . Seth, you should thanks me, just because to go your friend house for the i-cast thing to be an audience, i push forward my facial . lols, okay okay, anyway thanks alot to wanrong's mother . :} After that meet Valerie at Khatib mrt at about 2.15pm . okay, we have laughters there, cuz of some things . then went to find the map where seth friend live . He told me there'll be 20plus people coming . end up a few people come only . -.-'' okay, nevermind . Over there, damn sian can . nothing to do one, lol, waste my time there , hahahha . & valerie went home take her geography notes go there study . hah, then we went downstair, mac buy things . then went back to his friend house, slack here & there . Then jeryl called me, asked me, if i want go his house for drinking not . then i replied, unless you found someone i know which is a girl to go with me, then i go . heh! :D Valeire is still considering . hahahah .. Okay, after that they film finished alr, then me, josh & seth went to valerie house slack . After josh went home, we helped seth put make-up! Hah, damn funny can . lols, laughing non-stop . hah, & he make me back . wth, tsk ! Okay then about 6.30pm plus, went home with seth . Walked to guangyang sec bus stop then take bus go home .

12th April '10 - Yesterday
Forgot what we did in school, but i only remembered the last lesson which is english lesson in the library, mam kavitha keep on asking us to copy finished the picture discussion then can go off . She ask us copy damn alot . She make us stay back for half and hour more . wth, -.- after that me & valerie waited for seth as he was having cdt . hah, was supposed to go seth house with valerie, but she end up say, she not close with seth dont want go . -.-'' left me alone lo, she good ! ;d So i went to seth house alone, his twins little brother damn cute can! Hahahha, & his mother the wedding pics damn pretty ! His new-born little sister was sleeping . haha, lols, okay, alot of things happened there, dont wish to talk about it . Only boyf know about it . Okay, and it will be the first and last time. & when i go there, adam was like keep on pestering me to play cards with him . LOL, but end up didnt play, ps . Ate dinner there, cuz his mother ask me to eat . hah, the dishes was quite spicy . LOL, Okay,, erm, things are just so complicated, i dont know how to explain it here . All i've to say is, sorry seth as well as adam too . :d okay, i know i'm a bad girl .. Went off around 7pm plus, stayed at gys bus stop till 9.10pm . & i saw a small little rat ! Hahah, damn cute . lol :D

2010-04-10T23:45:00.000+08:00

Last Thursday ; 8th april
Today the hongkong people come our school . One of them look very alike to my china cousin . hahha, okay first lesson, english; double period . damn it, & mdm kavita, ask us copy so much thing throughout the lesson, damn tiring can! -.- But feels that its better than that of the i-cast thing .. hahah, after that pe, was supposed to run 2.4km, but english lesson write until damn tired, so end up i helped valerie, wanrong & emma took their timing, will run next week . :} Then seth ask me lend my pe shirt to his friend, called nicole or something liddat, & i dont even know her . -.-'' He said that, she need it for floorball, & if she dont have pe, she will kena punished by mrs kong . So i lend her my pe lo, " 好人有好报 " .. Hahah :D So when i was having my recess, he came & look for me to take the pe shirt . after recess, F&N, the hongkong people came & join us . hah, was a boring one, D: Then had maths lessson, some of the hongkong people join us also . okay this one is even more boring than fn . -.- dont even know what ms teo is teaching . lol, she teach damn fast, another ms kwok . -.-'' wth, okay, nevermind . After that had chinese, cao lao shi class, damn sian, ask us copy the words, plus meaning . -.- After school , didnt go anywhere, so went home straight . hah, i good girl one . LOL ;D (!)

Last friday ; 9th april
Had english, then biology, a short test, & almost everybody was copying, & mr peterson dont care .. -.- lol, i good one, never copy . heh, ^-^ cuz the test, mr peterson say never give marks one . obviously, i come with bother to copy . -.- lols, :D After that chinese lesson, then recess, history, copy notes, then chemistry . Yays! I passed my test . Hahaahh! :D But today wasn't in a good mood . So dont pissed me off, or i wont treat you good . Okay, dont wanna talk about it alr . after school, hunny & jomaine accompany me wait for raymei. Thanks! :} Then had saint john, okay, it was quite fine . hah, i promote from lance coporal to coporal liaox . After saint john, my whoile body was aching . wth, especially my back, then pain can! D: Then took pics here & there, then after saint john had a short briefing, then mam yy ask me to in-charge of admin . oh, okay okay . After that slack opposite with mam yy, rm, zl & wr till about 8pm plus then went home .

Today, woke up at 6am, thought that yog start at 7.45am , end up zl told me at 8.45am . So played com till 8.15am, then meet her at prime mart at 8.30am . Today yog was quite fun, at first thought of quiting, after today training, dont feel like alr . LOL . Then josh showed me & seth together the pics that he took . i asked him to delete he dont want . -.- then seth called my phone wanted to talk to josh, give josh my phone let him talk, he took my phone along with him to opposite school . -.- He damn pro . -.-'' wth, After yog, went j8 with zl, eat at foodcourt, shared korean food with her & sugarcane . Hahahah, after that she accompany me till 1.30pm liddat, then walked to prime mart, then meet emma at prime mart there at 1.40pm go tuition together . Went to tuition, & we tio lecture by mr tan . wtf, nevermind . after bio tuition, went home eat lunch, then called, seth, valerie, zhiling . Tmr will be going seth friend house with valerie at Khatib there, to be one of the audience for their i-cast thing . After that, ate my lunch, my father bought packet food but it turned cold alr . D: Nevermind, then had a nap from 4plus till 9plus, i pro right? LOL, i even skip my dinner . lol, Currently eating nuts . lol, :}

2010-04-05T18:50:00.001+08:00

Okay, i shall post a short post for today .
Today early morning went school to study for chemistry test . The first period is history, didnt bring textbook, so was asked to copy the notes on the slide show . -.- Zzzzz, then had social studies, damn boring can! Josh & seth came to my class to pass me seth's calculator . okay, thanks alot . after that recess, then had CE, Ms kwok didnt come, & she ask us do POA work (!) wth, -.-" It was suppose to be CE, isn't it? Zzzz, next lesson chemistry, had test, was okay . hope can pass bah . :} Then had math lesson, lunch then english at library . Fuck, hate english lesson, why must they renovate half of the library for the i-cast thing! damn it luhh . -.-

2010-04-05T18:41:00.000+08:00

My math home tutor which had left singapore to shanghai yesterday alr . sad luhh . D:

she was talking to her another student on phone . hahaha :}

Airport .

Airport.

The card which i gave her . Heh, :}

Lol, writing chinese compo sia . LOL . { The "miss you " is my sister write de . lol }

Me teacher & my hand . :D

My ex tuition friend, my teacher & me . :)

My teacher, pretty right? ^-^

My teacher (:

My teacher . :>

My ex tuition friend [ also her student ] , my teacher & me . :}

{ Cuz of the flash light thats why the eyes orange de, but nevermind luhh . hahah }

2010-04-05T18:00:00.000+08:00

My mother take care of one baby boy , recently . :>

My mother take care of this two sisters for about 4-5 years alr . :>

Past pictures ..... :>

2010-04-04T15:47:00.000+08:00

Last sunday - 28th March
Okay, had public duty at the temple near the raffles' instituition again . Suppose to be only me, seth & nathania, but raymei forgot to tell felicia that she changed her with seth . -.- So felicia came also . Was a boring one! slept there till 2pm, then went home. heh, :}

Last thursday - 1st April
Its april fools day . & saw a dead snake at the school side gate there. wth, okay, it doesnt matter that much, but the thing is, went up to the hall, jonas was like holding the dead snake everywhere he goes, what more he was sitting infront of me . -.- Walao, made me & valerie damn scared & disgusted of it can (!) wtf,
After school had promotion test for saint john , Mam yanyin test us on our footdrills was an easy one . & the cpr was a tiring one . But overall, should be okay . :} hahahh, & i brought my sjab uniform, then mam yanyin say no need alr . -.-'' wth, then cixin had heart2heart talk with me & wanrong . Anyway, whatever it is, cixin, just follow your heart, and do it if you think its the best way . hahahha, cx dont sad okay even if its an unsuccessful one.? :} There'll always be a next chance, if you believe in miracle . heh, ^-^ Okay, after that, went back to sjab room, then pulled cixin, wanrong & seth shoelaces, lol, then they damn pekcek . ;p & what more i threw seth shoes in the rubbish bin (!) Heh! :D { I so bad right.? LOL } But he dont mind, so i also dc . LOL, & i continue threw the shoes . lols, Reached home about 6pm plus . :}
About 7.45pm had tuition till about 10pm . Its my last time having math home tuition with my teacher before she left for shanghai . D:

Last friday - 2nd April
Today good friday, so dont need to go school, but had SJAB public duty at the temple . Today is with eunice & cixin de, then seth also come . -.- lol, okay okay, nevermind . As i said before, it was a boring one! Nothing to do there . -.-'' Dismiss early, then went home by ambulance van, saw valerie & wx downstair my house, they was playing badminton.? LOL, then blah blah blah...., then i went home bathed & changed prepare to go out to junction8 to catch a movie with my friends . :} Meet celia downstair my bus stop at 3.30pm , then meet hunny at bishan mrt 3.45pm . After that, meet Adam & Bryan at Golden village at 4pm ; 4th floor there . Adam & bryan wanted to watch the clash of titans, but only left 4 seats, & its seperated . Then wanted to watch kinapper, but the timing was quite late & because celia they all got curfew, so didnt watch .Ending up watching " being human " . It was quite touching, but the ending wasnt a good one . lol, After movie, went up to the golden village there, cuz celia want find Xred , but she cant find him, so she went home, bryan also went home . Then left me, hunny & Adam . We went to eat dinner at mac, & saw cixin & nathania there . Hahahaha . After that walked rounds & rounds ard junction8, Adam went home first, then me & hunny continue walking . Damn tiring . Lols, but dont wanna so fast go home . heh,

Yesterday, went to school early morning for YOG . We did kompang, was a boring one . but its okay . :} After that, rush go home, take worksheet, then meet emma at bus stop, & then went tuition together . After that, went home, bathed & changed then went to meet weiting downstair my house . Went to buy somethings, then went home, cuz weiting need go her neighbour chalet at pasir ris . Came home for awhile, did a card for my teacher, then went downstair to develop photos . Then she at night about 11pm plus came my house do some things for our math tuition teacher as she leaving to shanghai tmr . We did till 1am liddat, but havent finished yet . Then her mother called asked her to go home, so i went her house stay overnight, cuz our tuition teacher also staying there for some reasons . Wanted to continue do de, but chatted for awhile , took pics here & there . then i fall asleep on the bed . LOL, was sleeping with my teacher. hahah,

Today early morning wake up at 5am plus liddat, then bathed & changed . Prepared to go out at 7.30am, we hail a taxi downstair. Then reach changi airport about 8am plus . Then helped my teacher buy lock at fairprice , while she go with weiting to tax refund . After that 3 of her student and 1 or 2 of her friends, came to send her off . Took pictures, chatted, hugged , & when she was going to go in the time, we all actually cried including her. :{ Was really a sad one, dont know when can see her again . mayb 5 years? 10 years? or probably not going to see her again anymore . { Its fate, we're mean to be separated, as the fact that we're of different worlds, just like me & him . :x } Hope we still can keep in contact with each other, though you aren't in singapore anymore . After that sat bus num 53 to junction 8 took 1-2 hours liddat . Weiting went home first, while i go find boyf, zhiling & jieyi at the temple, cuz they doing saint john public duty there . Was there from about 11.45am to 2pm, then took the ambulance van back home . hahahah, & the driver everytime day dream one lo (!) talk to him like talking to the wall, no reaction one . walao, today tell him drop me at the same place as last time, then dont know he bring me to where . -.-'' keep on going round & round . wtf, -.- Last friday also, say drop eunice & cixin at junction 8, then dont know why he go till amk . -.-'' everytime also liddat one . cant stand it . Nevermind , Zzzzz,

Tomorrow theres' school again ! :@ Sian, & boyf not coming school tmr cuz they got saint john public duty at the temple again . Shuang lo . :{ but you also will miss out alot of things . D:

2010-03-27T00:32:00.000+08:00

Okay, posted for the sake of WeitingKo, happy not hunny.? LOL .

Last sunday had Saint john public duty with Seth & Joshua . Met Joshua in bus about 7.20am, then meet Seth at School bus stop . anyway, sorry seth for letting you wait so long . heh, Okay then wait for ambulance to come fetch us at school bus stop, about 8am the ambulance came & bring us to " Guang Ming Shan temple ". Reached there, quite far distance away from school, then the uncle there tell us what to do, and we went to changed to full uniform . The in-charge there only ask us seat at one corner then can slack, walk around, he dont mind, just that there must got one person siting throughout 8am till 2pm, cannot all go walk around, then nobody over there looking . Then we slack here, slack there . Damn boring . D: But life still goes on . They provide lunch there . The food damn disgusting, and not nice to eat one lo . So eat a few scoops, then never eat liaox, and seth force me to eat (!) D: He say, if i eat one more scoop then he will for my sake eat the whole box finished for me . lol, then he really eat until finished sia . LOL, he damn bloated alr can . lol, Then uncle came, see seth still eating ( thats my box ) , his box finished eating alr . Uncle ask me why i never eat, then Joshua say, i eat finished alr . Then i add on, " yeah yeah, i finished the whole box alr, insde the plastic bag liaox . " LOL, damn funny can, me and joshua was like , Hahahahhah (!) . Okay, anyway, thanks seth . :} Heh, & throughout the time there, both of them keep on disiao me . wth, -.- time passes, and its 2pm (!) Finally , it ended . lol, then the ambulance drop us at J8 . Walked & slacked around with them, then Joshua sent me off . Hahha, :} I also found out something that is so unexpected . Really cant judge a person from their appearance..

Last Monday, early morning went to school with 4 of my friends .First time go school with so many friends together. Lols, Went to school with Zhiling, Wenxin, Seth & Valerie . Met Seth & Zhiling at my blk downstair, then wenxin at prime mart bus stop & valerie in the bus . Then as usual, had lessons, but timetable change alr . After school, i think i went home if i didnt rmb wrongly . Cause i'm on medication . & by the way, thanks ZhiLing for everything (!) I really appreciate it alot . :}

Last Tuesday, went school with Zhiling, Seth & Valerie, then meet wenxin in school . Then after school, went out with zhiling & weiting first, after that, went out with zhiling & junhui . Had a great time outside . Hahaha , for pictures will post some other time . heh, :D

Yesterday, after school, had cca ; saint john . Was like wth, need wear full uniform . Okay nevermind, at least sec3 & 4 can wear it before saint john start . ZhiLing, raymei & Xiaoyu had chinese lesson, and only come at about 4.45pm . D: So left me and wanrong lo . Okay, was like damn sian . But end up raymei also didnt come saint john . :{ Prsicilla mam, ask some of the sec2s' & me to do cpr . I knew it, was like wtf . -.- After saint john, me, wanrong & zhiling slack & eat opposite school till about 8.30pm . Then went to prime mart, talk & slack . Went home 9pm plus . Hahah, Okay, had alot of laughter with zhiling and wanrong (!) :D LOL .

Tmr had saint john public duty at the temple again. This time with Seth & Nathania . Hahah, sian . lol, okay, shall stop here, rushing to meet Emma at prime bus stop later at 12.45pm then go for Bio tuition together . :}

2010-03-20T10:55:00.000+08:00

Just came home from Dr Tan & Goh Clinic . Went to see doctor cuz of something cost total of $76 .. So damn expensive right .? Haiz, wasn't a smooth one . Doctor gave me medicine, and said that if it does not recover or get better in the next 7 days, she will refer me to hospital . And they will do sort of scanning . & if its serious need do operation . Okay, kind of scared right now , hoping it would get better . :}

2010-03-17T09:38:00.003+08:00

Long time no post alr, i shall post from last friday; its when holiday started . hahaha :D

♥ 12 march '10 ; Friday / 13 march '10 ; Saturday
Holiday started today . But its somehow not a good start . Had to go back school as theres' UG camp . So scouts, ncc, sjab, girl guides had to go back school . Its a two days, one night camp . But it was one of the best camp ever . lol, they didnt check our bags & didnt confiscate our phones e.t.c.. hahah.

Day 1 ;
Okay, at about 10am reached school opposite, & ate breakfast with zhiling, wanrong & raymei . After that got two sir from ncc came join us too . Hah, then chit-chatted there . The conversation damn funny can . Hahaah :D After that, we saw some ncc guys climbing over the gate, into the school . & the sir say want to give everyone 100 pumpings . -.- cause one for all, all for one mah . Hah, but end up didnt give luhh . lol, went to school about 12 plus to 1pm . Changed to full uniform e.t.c... Then had the master parade . & its like damn long can . -.- Sweating like hell alr . Till about 6pm . Had packet food for dinner . Isn't that appetizing, so me & wanrong eat halfway, then we throw away alr . Then i go sabo seth, cause he dont want eat mah, i told priscilla mam . Then she forced him to eat . LOL, :D Hahahah, after that preparation for campfire . Hah, after all, it doesn't go that well . & wanrong accidentally hit my head with her chin . Wah, siao . Damn pain can . D: Okay, after that, went to eat for supper, but i only drank milo. lol, Hah, but seth, i dont know why he suddenly so good to us, like changed to another person . LOL, throughout the day, he was like helping people to take bag, take food, e.t.c... lols, okay . Then went to our bunk . & its mrs guan homeroom, somehow heard things that aren't suppose to hear . So, yeah . Went to wash up with wanrong e.t.c.. Then sat at the chair , slept for about 1-2hours only .

Day 2 ;
Woke up at 5 am, then prepared e.t.c.. Then assemble at 5:30 am liddat . After that, ate breakfast . & its arent that nice . lol, But was forced to eat, so no choice eat lo . Then went to the parade square to do footdrills e.t.c.. After that prepared for the things to teach all the sec 1s & sec2s . & over and over, was teaching the same thing again and again . -.- okay, was damn boring . Taught for about 3-4 hours . Then had lunch . Okay, at least the food is the best ever in this camp . LOL :} Then packed up, area cleaning e.t.c.. Then changed back to full uniform, to end this camp . Then took photos here & there . & finally, it ended . But it was really a tiring one . haha, Then homed about 4-5pm .

♥ 14 march '10 ; Sunday
Today had " heart to heart " event at vivo city . Was supposingly, me, lisan, seth, joshua & eric go de . After that joshua & eric cant make it . Then left me, lisan & seth . Meet seth at Junction8 mrt first, cause he dont know how to go to vivo city . Then meet lisan at harbour front mrt . End up she wake up late . -.- We reached there, she was still sleeping . wth, so meanwhile waiting for her to come, me and seth was like walking round & round vivo city . Damn boring can! Nothing to do there . Then lisan finally came after 2 hours liddat . -.- But the "heart to heart" event also do nothing de. we go there, like me, lisan & seth going out to vivo . all we do is walk aropund vivo, then ate lunch at food court, but i didnt eat luhh, then we chatted for 1 hour there . lols, go all the way there, just to take attendance . -.-'' Okay, nevermind . Then went home about 2pm . Then me & seth walked to guangyang sec , then i took a bus back home after that . & home sweet home . :} LOL, but had math home tuition after that .

♥ 15 march '10 ; Monday
Today had civil defence at Bukit Batok fire station for saint john de . Woke up 4.30am . Then met seth at prime at about 6am . Then took bus together to amk mrt, to meet zhiling they all . After we lost our way to there . & was late about 1and the half hour . LOL . Okay, it was quite big there . Then they teach us first aid, on CPR & how to use an AED . After tha they taught us on what to do when theres' tsunami, fire e.t.c.. Was damn boring can! & ihatemrgohchingyen . He pulled my hair . lol, after that while tying my hair, my rubber band break . -.- luckily got bring extra . lol, After that, had test about it, hope can pass, cause i didnt even listen a single thing . lols, then can tried out on the fire extinguisher . But i didn't luhh . lol, After that went to junction8 eat dinner with zhiling and seth . & sorry, thanks zhiling . i know its difficult for you, but still thanks alot! ;> Hahhaha, after that went to walk around junction 8 with zhiling & chingyen . Wah, we laugh until like crazy can . LOL .

This past few days really happened alot of things . just as i hope, everything will be just a misunderstanding . cause i really dont know how to face you . & i'm sorry, if i had hurt you . D:

♥ 16 march '10 ; Tuesday
Afternoon met valerie at prime mart at about 3.30pm . Then waited for wanrong to meet us at 3.45pm at her bus stop . Go her house do POA project, after that about 5pm liddat junhui & jeryl came too . Then we suddenly from POA project, chatted to about Beer, wine, ciggarettes, sisha, smoking, PUBs, Clubbing , e.t.c... LOL, Then after that valerie went home, then me, junhui and jeryl went out to Bugis there, about 7.45pm . But wanrong & valerie cant go . D: Then we took a taxi from bugis street there, to Arabi street, or something liddat . Then the road there damn scary can, on the urge of crying alr . LOL, me & junhui damn scared luhh . cause like got alot of gangster there, then, aiya . very confusing one luhh that place . Then we waited for jeryl friend; Harry to come . They like VIPs, let us wait so long . -.- Then Harry brought another 2 guys along to ; Steven & edward . If i didnt rmb wrongly . After that ate & drink there . Then they went on sisha . It doesnt smell good after all . & it will be my first and last time going there . -.- Jeryl say he next time will bring me to a better place . LOL :D & its my first time seeing sisha . lols, ;> Okay, next time maybe going to ktv with them, they are still considering . hahahha :}

2010-03-05T19:46:00.000+08:00

Okay, haha, finally, i've installed back my qq . & thanks xiaoyu for the thumbdrive . (: Omg, i'm so damn happy can, lol, on cloud nine alr . lol, okay, long time no use le, seriously .

Erm, Got back all the results alr , & its the ever worst results i've ever get man! Wth . But luckily i pass my maths exam, if not must go back school for retest . -.- crazy, you think i so much time uh.? lol, oppps! Hahahha, :D Okay, havent tell my parents about my marks yet, cuz didnt get to see them . For the past few days . Yesterday, wanrong was sick, so me and emma bring her to sickbay . then after that nigel came in, & he injured his back cuz he fell down . But end up going to hospital and all, and it was just muscle cramp . -.-'' Okay, ending up me & emma skipped english lesson & recess . Cause the administration person at the general office asked us to go find their form teacher to sign the forms of leaving the school . Ending up, we running here & there just to find that one particular teacher like having 2.4km run . -.- After that, they both left school, then me and emma went to eat .
After school went to emma house do homework & stuffs like that . Ending up, also stayed overnight at her house. lol, and her bro was like quite irritating.? But its okay, nevermind . hahha, Had lots of fun there! LOL, :> Okay, today morning woke up at 4.30am . -.- it was really damn early . lol, then woke emma wake up, and its really hard waking her wake up . LOL, then ate breakfast, & off we went to school about 6.30am . lol, reached school bus stop about 7am, waited for valerie to come, then went up hall together .

I seriously cant stand you . -.- Just whats the prob with you can? Tsk, just what do you want about this ? Knn, & & & keeping silent, does not mean i dont know anything about it . fuck .

2010-03-03T06:40:00.000+08:00

Just now, i went to switch on my com, and realised that my sisters deleted my qq . fuck luhh, i today come back from school, sure scold them like siao can . !@#^&* Damn pissed off . Now must re-install everything again. -.- I that time install until going die alr can . Whats the problem with them !? Zzzzz, nevermind, they just watch out . Currently was waiting for valerie to call my phone, then take the bus together go school .

Yesterday, after fn doesn't feel like talking, cuz of some reasons . Took back the maths test paper, and i passed! Yays . Okay, today will be taking english & social studies test paper, if i'm not wrong . After school, went to Emma house again . hahah, Play-ed, chit-chatted, study, do homework . Had gastric pain there , and her grandmother gave me a tablet to eat called, antacids . lol, i still remember the name sia . not bad . LOL , Okay, then ate at her house for dinner, cuz her grandmother cook for me . ;> Okay, nice nice , then her mother tell me that at her house, they will be having international food everytime . lol, The first day i went to her house; indian food, second day went to her house; italian food, third day went to her house; malay food . LOL, really everyday changing . lol, Okay, then her mother send me home, in the car, her mother was like damn joker can .? LOL, today laughed quite alot . & her mother said that she gave me the permission to smack emma if she said wrong words . LOLs, then her mother added, if emma smack me back, msg her, then her father will deduct her allowance by half . LOL, Okay, then reached home about 9pm bah . Then still had gastric pain, dont know why also . So didnt use com yesterday . ;{

2010-03-01T22:40:00.000+08:00

Past few days photos .

Emma tie for me hair, like a primary school kid . -.-''

Emma .

Emma .

Emma bed .

Snacks .

Winson & valerie fighting . LOL

M18 movie tcket .

Emma flowers . lol

Full of things, & more to go . LOL

If you can see the words, it is actually attached to emma room door . lol

Cant recall anything, till last friday . Had saint john that day, and was quite slack . hhahha, ;D After that went to meet my ex tuition friend at j8 at 7pm . To see " Brown eyed girls " . And it was so damn cool . hahah, And it was so ridiculous of me, when i dont even know who was them, and i went to see them . -.- Cuz i accompany my friend mah, lol, I good right.? Hahah, i took their posters too . :}

The next day, saturday, had to go back school to clean saint john room at about 9am. -.-'' & went back for the sake of must . lol . But i go there also damn slack . :D hahah, who cares.? -.- After that about 12pm went home . Put down things, then went for ' tuition ' with emma . Met her at Prime bus stop at 1pm , then after that she went to my house, changed then took public transport to her house . Her parents & bro was at home . lol, went to her room, chit-chatted, and laughed alot can . We was laughing like no one business . :> Hahahaa, Then her mother asked us if we want go IMM with her at Jurong east there . Then we said okay . Then her mother drove us go there . She treated me to the Hongkong cafe for tea-time . lols, thanks alot! :} And her mother motivated us to study . So from now onwards, will be going to her house every tuesday from 4pm till about 7.30pm . Then Saturday going her house again, the her mother said she want teach us POA . Good right? hahha . Thanks thanks thanks! :} Going after me and emma tuition finished at the tuition centre about 2.30pm . then her mother fetching me go her house . Stay there till evening liddat lo . Okay, cool . Then she gave us about 1 and a half hour to shop around . Bought files, acessories, rubber band etc. Then meet Emma mother at the Giant there . And she bought really alot of things cost about $300 plus . omg, first time see people buy so much things . LOL . Then her mother drove us back to her house . Her mother asked me to stay at her house for dinner , so i stayed . And she cooked Indian food that she learned on tv on that day . And she make for me a drink consisting with Soda drink plus ribena plus pineapple . LOL, what a special drink is that . hahah, but nice lehx . lols, Then went back to emma room . And we was really laughing hell lots , and she rolled the chair on my toes (!) Pain lehx . lol, nevermind, its accidentally . Hah, and i really laughed alot till i cry . :D Lols, Then about 10-10.30pm, her mother drove me home .

Last Sunday, early morning woke up do english homework . Then do chemistry online homework . english homework discussed with emma, for those we dont know . After tuition, about 4pm meet winson & valerie . Went to Plaza singapura . Watched M18 show , asked winson help us buy the ticket cost about $8 . Scared we cannot enter the cinema, so me and valerie went to cosmetic shop, to put on lip gloss , eye shadow etc . Omg, first time see valerie put make-up . lols, Anyway, end up we still can enter without checking IC, cuz its winson friend . LOL . -.- The movie quite touching at the end . hahaha, Me and Valerie paid him $10 each . then he wanted to return us each $2, but we dont want take . lol, & we was like playing around . lol . After that about 7.30pm went to my cousin house at woodland for BBQ . Okay, quite boring there , then took cab home about 10.30pm .

Today, gave back history test paper, and i fail by one mark . Fuck . -.- Then gave back chinese test paper also, and got 14/20, though very low, but highest in class . :} haha, at least got an A2 . Anyway, my chemistry test mark passed by one mark . D: Nevermind, at least i pass, i'm content . lol, After school, about 3pm went to Emma house again . Cuz actually she got netball today, but she dont feel like going . Reached there 4pm, then picnic-ed, played, chit-chatted and done chinese letter writing & chemistry tuition homework there . haha , taught emma chinese . Then her mother asked me to eat abit of food for dinner there, cuz i told her i going home eat dinner . Then after eating, she sent me home, while she bring emma & her bro for accupunture . Reached home about 8pm . & tmr going her house again . lol .

♥ ; Modungol golgesso nol naega naega gakkesso .

2010-02-23T18:26:00.000+08:00

Today had chemistry & maths common test . Chemistry was okay so should be no problem passing bah, maths dont have enough time la . wth, left out 1 part of question 6 and only done part a of question 7 . & ended up losing 8 marks, fuck . -.- Anyway, there are also lots of people who did not finished their test paper . Hope i can pass thats all, & its enough alr .

Today had maths lesson, & forgot bring my notes . Luckily, teacher never scold . haha, ;> Had biology lesson too, and i seriously dont know what mr peterson is teaching . D: Asked wanrong after school , & she also said she dont know . Okay okay, forget about it .

Tomorrow got biology test, and think i wouldn't make it . & also have English test . I'm just so tired about studying, feel like .......... ! :@ Grrrr, nevermind .

But i'll still try my best to do well . :> Cause theres' someone who gave me the strength to . ♥

不管路有多么难走、始终还是地走。

2010-02-22T17:59:00.002+08:00

Hmmm, nowadays having Common test . Damn stressed can . Cant take it anymore alr .
Okay, last friday, didnt go school, cuz of something . But really did miss out quite alot of things, cuz today Ms kwok teach POA, i dont understand a thing , so was in my own dreamland . hahah, :x
Last saturday, didnt went out, i guess so, whole day was studying , and went for chemistry tuition . Was damn tired that day . ;<
Then yesterday wake up early morning, studied till late afternoon, then had math home tuition, then again studied till about evening then went for bbq at Pasir ris there. hahah, The bbq was damn boring there, feel like sleeping alr . lol, yesterday studied history and social studies, i memorise so much thing until my mind is so full that i cant fit in anymore things . lol,
So today woke up about 5.30am studied till about 7.20am . & studied all the way till the exam paper start . Social studies, i think most probably i cant make it alr bah, unless my structure essay pull my marks up lo, if not..... ;<
Okay, at night i'll be damn busy studying alr . omg, dying soon .

♥ ; 没想到奇迹真的出现了、真的无法相信着
也许对你而言不是什么事、可却对我而言是一件难忘的事
我应该这辈子都不会忘了吧
这样就真的已经足够了、真的
还是要感谢你、给我一个难忘的曾经。;>

2010-02-17T17:28:00.000+08:00

Okay, today is boyf birthday, erm yeah, so i'm wishing *him* happy birthday here . Sorry for the late present, will be giving *him* tomorrow . Today was just chinese new year celebration, was quite boring, but still had lots of fun . Play-ed cards with friends & chit-chatted . The chinese new year celebration, was not better than last year . Ihatetheliondanceperformance, but like the lion . :} It was damn cute, hahaha, love that tail of its . Valerie has the same comment as me . hahah, after school went junction 8 buy present for boyf & ate at mac with weiting,valerie & buena . Buena was damn addicted to the boys over flowers . Keep on pestering about that drama of its . -.- Okay, & she keep on reminding me to bring the boys over flower disc for her . lol ,

♥ ; 是时候我该面对现实了、现实真的很残酷。

2010-02-16T21:17:00.022+08:00

Yesterday afternoon, my uncle came my house ate lunch, then after that hannah, leanne & parents came too . Hah, long time no see them alr . Miss them so muchhhhhhhh (!) Okay, then about 7-8pm went out with parents to Hong bao River . Near suntec city there . Hah, there damn cool can . lol, got lots of rides , but didnt get to play, cuz my sister not there to accompany me . :{ Next time, just next time, wait for me, rides (!) Walked around, ate supper at mac & homed .

Photos! :

Today, late in the morning, cousins & relatives come my house bai nian, after that, went visiting others relative house . Hah, played monopoly & cards with cousin . Damn funny man while playing, laughed till cry . lol, cant take it anymore . Hah, they also laughed until siao liaox . :x LOL , just reached home about 9pm . Really had lots of fun today (!) Hahahahha . :D

Photos! :

2010-02-14T23:10:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, early morning wake up, went to punggol temple there to pray . Then afternoon went out with wanting, to j8 . Ate there then bought my heels there too from "purpur" shop . hahah, Okay, the heels quite high, i told that salesgirl, and she said is normal . -.- okay, nevermind . scared i fall down sia . tsk . then went to walk around there . Went prime the salon there to cut and trim my hair . And the service there ( ! ) , forget rid . the most worst, i've ever seen man! Thats my first time going there, and shall be my last time too . -.-'' She let me wait there for about 1hour . wth, -.- anyway, thanks wanting for accompanying me . haahha, ;D Reached home about 5pm liddat . Then had reunion dinner with my uncle; ate steamboat . hahah, eat until damn full can . Then about 8.30pm, went to my ex tuition friend house, about3 blks away from my house . And my math tuition teacher there too . hahaha, chit-chatted together, about 10-10.30pm we went home . After that watched the chinese new year countdown at chinatown. hahah, chatted with china cousin till about 1am then sleep bah .

Happy chinese new year & valentine's day to all! :D

Today woke up about 9am . Then prepared and laft house about 9.45-10am . Went to my relative house at woodland there . Then took photos/ chit chatted with cousin . About late afternoon, me & my family left first . Some other cousins havent come yet, they at night then will come, so didnt get to see them till this coming tues . :{ "Miracle" still didnt get to happen . nevermind, waiting for the day to come . After that went to my uncle house at Yishun there, called pizza delivery, then at night went to ate at mac after visiting my uncle . Then about 9pm reached home . Okay, today really damn unlucky can, & its the first day of chinese new year . damn it . Dont want to talk about it anymore . Whatever it is, the heel i'm wearing, is really damn painful can, had a hard time walking . Zzzz,

Photos ;

爱；我始终还是没有勇气。

2010-02-12T18:52:00.000+08:00

Pictures in chemistry lab ;

Yay! Finally no need to go school till wednesday . haha, got four days off . lol, but soon its common test, and ms diana goh, really gave us alot of maths homework . Haiz, nevermind . Sunday; its valentine day . Wonder how am i going to spent my day on that day . & i'm hoping some miracle to happen, & i know it wont . :{

Okay, today, first lesson chinese . Didnt do homework, & didnt get caught . Heh, cant stand her man! Why must we always find chinese words the meaning . why cant we do compo or letter writing like what other class did? didnt common test, is about letter writing/compo also? find meaning got what use . -.- common test is coming, and yet from day 1 till now, you have asked us to check the meaning of the words . if i depends on you to revise/teach . i think i would have failed badly by the time. cuz i've forgotten how write alr . wth, whatever luh . Damn pissed off !

Second lesson " Principle of accounts " . I got only seven words to say . ' I dont understand what she talking, seriously .' -.-''

Third lesson, Maths, okay luhh, dont really understand the bearing part of the triangle .

After that Recess , then social studies, then chemistry . Hah, today chemistry lesson damn fun can, lol, ownself make the crystal . cool . But run out of time . :{ Took photos, chit-chat etc .

After that had extra maths lesson . For about 45-1hr . Then had CCA;saint john for 1 hr plus . Then went home sweet home . hahah, ;D

♥；你怎么可以这样冷淡无情、

我的泪水一滴一滴的为你而掉，

可我却还希望你能够理我，

多一次也好。

2010-02-09T18:48:00.000+08:00

Okay, erm, i shall write a short post before my father come back home from work . hahah,

Yesterday, first lesson had POA, okay luhh, at least still can understand abit what ms kwok is talking .. Then english, after that Social studies, Ms bernice chen didnt come school again . So had free period . haha, Had history lesson, write essay again . -.- Damn sian can! Lols, write till hand pain liaox, and Ms tan said i wrote wrongly! Zzz, stupid shit . & had chinese lesson, and as usual, Cao lao shi the class damn boring! :{ After school went to Junction 8 with weiting and valerie . Ate at KFC, then went library do homework, and homed about 5pm . Came home used com, Ms diana goh chatted with me on msn, and i'm going Class A seat . Its even better . hahah, then my tuition centre suddenly called me, and remind me i got tuition at 6.30pm, when they call me at 6.20pm . I was like wth, i really forgot about it man! LOL, called Emma, meet her, and went tuition together . And we was late about 20mins . Lols, :x

Today had Pe, and we run 8 and half rounds of the field, damn tired can, and what more today is just practice only . -.- When buena told me it was just practice, i feel like crying soon alr. lols, Then during Pe, Boyf gave me choco for valentine day! Thanks, boyf, loves you . hahah :} Next time i will post it . After that had F&N, but ms lin didnt come, but she gave us work do . Had math, and was prepared for it, sat in A class seat, okay luhh, at least can pay more attention, rather than at the back of the class, in my dreamland . LOL, and i just like need 1 more mark, and now i'm blacklisted . -.- wtf . Okay, nevermind . After common test, we shall see then . After that had Bio class, okay, mr peterson told us what question will come out for class test, and one of it was, what is the largest cell in the world . -.- still didnt know the ans, me and valerie was like asking everyone, okay, even mr retnam dont know . -.-'' After that had english, and ms tan really damn dramatic, cant stand it, after that had cdt, and stayed in school awhile with valerie, wanting,wenxin and zul .

2010-02-07T11:13:00.002+08:00

Photos.

2010-02-07T10:44:00.002+08:00

Last friday, first lesson chinese, as bored as ever, seriously feel like changing class man, cant stand it anymore! Second lesson POA, & i dont even know what Ms kwok is teaching . She teach damn fast okay, just that theres' no time left . -.- Wth, end up still need to approach Wanrong to teach me POA, anyway, thanks for teaching . Next lesson math, okay luhh, the lesson still not bad . Then Recess, & next is social studies, watched the ERP video, damn funny, and hear the ERP song, damn nice . Hahahah, after that had chemistry, damn sian . & dont know why suddenly changed seats, then me and valerie seated behind, disturbed wenhao, & he also got disturb us okay . LOL, & didnt know since when, he became my rubbish cleaner, help me throw rubbish . -.- lol, then school end, went to eat lunch with zhiling in school, while eating, something came into my mind . & it was like omg, then zhiling and me hurried to my house cuz of something . Okay, walking down the stairs, got an insect drop on me, & it was like wth . What a day i had man! -.-'' Then went back school for saint john, sian . Same as usual, slacked . & ms tan scolded me for something, wtf, okay, its really not my day . Then after school went slack opposite with boyf, zhiling & raymei till about 7.30pm plus . Then chit chatted, & ate there . Something happened, & raymei cried . :{ Cheer up, okay.? Accompanied raymei wait for bus, after that we took bus home .

Yesterday, went for bio tuition with Emma, okay luhh, hahah, was having so much fun there for the last half-one hour . We was drawing on the small whiteboard . hahah, okay, then meet Celia & boyf, Belle & boyf, Irisa, Yongpeck & Sandra . Asked weiting to go with me too, but she said she got something on . :{ okay, then nevermind . At the bishan mrt interchange, i saw one girl, very familiar, but i think i dont know her, & she smiled to me . Its so weird . hahah, so i smiled back, then i walk off . While waiting for them at Bishan mrt, saw Junkiat, sukie & co . About 3.20pm they came . Went to somerset there, wanted to watch the lion dance but it had finished . wth, then wanted to watch " My ex " the movie. But its NC16 . So Yongpeck, irisa help me put eyeliner . After that, cut the cake, cuz its Yongpeck's birthday .Then wanted to buy ticket the time, there dont have that movie . -.- So end up didnt watch . Okay, nevermind . Then walked around at Cine . Then while walking around, saw Nicholas, Nigel & co . They chatted for awhile there, while Irisa & celia continued walking . lol, went to far east plaza, bought sort of bangle, then Sandra bought me a belt, i was so shocked . Anyway, thanks alot . Okay, then at far east, saw Junkiat, Sukie & co again . Chit chatted, and walked around . & Yongpeck went off first with her mother . After that, went to centre point to see lion dance at about 7-7.30pm liddat . Then me & Irisa & celia went to smoking area to find Chinghsien & co cuz they smoking mah . Then celia want see them . and she introduced me to him . -.-'' Then went down look for belle they all, after that went upstair, to see lion dance with celia . & she wanted to take photos with them, but teckheng they all dont want take . -.- Then watched the taiwan lion dance, by "Wenyang" . Okay, damn cool . Then C.h ask for my number . lol, i dont want give , heh, Watched finished, then me, Irisa, celia & boyf went off first . Took train, and something happened . Okay, shall not talk further much about it, then went basement buy the spicy chicken with celia & homed with her . (:

每次想到你，我的心就会痛一次、我的心已麻痹了。

2010-02-04T20:31:00.000+08:00

Hiess! Hahah, long time no post le bah, lazy post. heh,
anyway, i just posting a short post cuz i'm rushing time, had math home tuition later . :{
Erm, suddenly have the urge of posting . Last saturday after tuition with Emma at tuition centre for Chemistry, met my sister at prime there. Then went Amk hub bought Clothes for CNY . Went to "bus stop" bought one shirt, free tube, another shirt, free necklace . LOL, overall about $62. Then went Bugis bought one jean, free belt, then bought one jacket . Then went J8 bought a dress from "Purpur" cost about $50 . Then plus eat e.t.c., spent almost about $150 . Hah, $100, my sister pay for me, $50, my father give me de . & this weekend going out with parents to buy somemore things for cny, heh .
Okay, yesterday after school went with zhiling go shop shop, walk around J8, but before that, boyf & Zhiling came my house to take money . Then boyf gtg, :{ Nevermind, bought a shirt from Ocean pacific, about $22 . Eaten & homed . Erm, today had math test, & i've got not enough time to do. :{ Nevermind, hope i can pass can liaox. Then tmr actually got chemistry test, but it postpone to next week . Yays . After school, went to eat at J8 with hunny & buena . haha, erm, i stop here le, byes! :}

♥ ; 忘记你，我知道一定是很漫长的时间，可我却剩下不少时间了。

2010-01-12T21:30:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, POA first lesson, okay luhh, quite fun . hahah, Ms kwok damn joker can.! LOL .Then recess, next is math lesson is Ms Diana Goh teach de, okay, not bad . haha, Then social studies, ms chen teach de, she shared to us bout her holiday what she done, & some of the pics, damn funny okay . lol, then had bio lesson, mr peterson teach, okay luhh, he quite nice, & also quite funny . hahah, had lunch then chinese lesson. & its damn boring man! :{ Feel like sleeping alr . wth . -.- then went home, after school, dont feel like going anywhere . hahah,

Today, first lesson english, went up hall, Ms abraham teach us, then had f&n, Ms Lin teach de, then recess, after that social studies, then chemistry, Ms shanti teach, after that POA, lunch, & chinese . As bored as yesterday . lol . After school stay back for Saint John meeting . Bout4-5pm plus, went with Emma, go tuition centre to register, then asked nat if he want come too . then he say most probably he will come . then went reached home bout 6pm liddat . Just now thanks xiaoyu for helping me dl qq . hahah, but its really hard communicating with them. :{ nevermind, hahah .

2010-01-10T15:53:00.000+08:00

Last Friday ; 8 Jan 2010 .

Today went for CCA orrientation . Okay damn boring . :{ Prepare everything bout 4pm bah, then left house at 5.15pm, went downstair my house liaox, then just rmb that i forgot bring my name tag. -.- so was thinking whether not to go back my house take . End up, i went back, just to take the name tag . Then took bus to school, halfway through, i just rmb that i forgot bring my boots . -.- wth, then dont want go back take le, cuz anyway, i reaching school le . Reached school about 6pm . Then Junkiat asked me to use inside saint john room the extra boots, and the sock i buy from Priscilla lo . Okay, nevermind . & the boots was damn big for me . Zzzz, then ate dinner there, school provide de, but not that nice . heh, shared with emma, cuz she say she want, then she shared with me the beef burger, that her mother bought from mac de . :} hahah, okay luhh, quite nice but spicy. lol . then eat finished le, went up hall watch the performance . About 8plus to 9pm went down, do duty awhile, then Ms lee came, and said that her hand pain, asked me to message for her. LOL . After that, took bus, & thanks Joshua for the chewing gum. hahah, then went back home . :}

Photos .

Shermaine & valerie .

Band .

Judo .

Choir .

Dance .

Art .

Late morning, chatted with Instructor Joe on facebook, hah, damn funny okay . LOL .

2010-01-10T14:39:00.001+08:00

Pictures 0f Batam!
- Day1,

Assemble at Habour front .

In the ferry .

Valerie .

Emma, Weiting & Buena .

Open space in the ferry .

Ayu & Kirsten .

In the canteen .

Buena stacking cups .

Junhui .

2010-01-10T14:37:00.000+08:00

Day 2,

2010-01-10T14:34:00.000+08:00

Day 3,

At night, me & wanting msn conver, hah, damn funny sia . lol,
& we named out almost all the animals . Hahah :D
{ If cant see, you can click on the pic. }

2010-01-07T17:38:00.000+08:00

Just came back from Batam! hahah, but quite sad luhh, cant see the instructors anymore, unless theres' fate somehow . hah, got one damn cute sia! :} As for who is it, its P&C . :x heh, Then saw Instructor Wayne there too, hah, getting more & more hs sia . LOL . & this my first time, didnt really want to leave Batam, wanted to stay there even longer for camp . Heh,

Day 1, erm, overall its okay, my group is called " Bananas " . Which consists of Buena (leader), me, Valerie, Junhui, Weiting, Wanrong, Emma, Nat, Melvin & Jaafar . hahah, & got one ting damn funny its that, when we was having amazing haris race, i forgot in my group, which person accidentally dropped the unripe coconut, & it was really damn smelly, then it kena Nat, emma, buena, & valerie, if i not wrong . Then Nat the reaction was damn funny, we was like laughing non-stop man! The coconut drop, a few minutes later.... he look down to see his leg, & his leg kena the juice, then he started to scream . LOL . & for CIP preparations, my class is doing stacking of cups . Then at night alot of stuffs happened, that mekes me, valerie & buena cried . :x " & Soju doesn't taste that nice . lol " At night was suppose to share room with Layching & Wanrong, but ending up with Wanrong & Valerie, and anyway cuz something had happened at that time . :x Sleeping the time, Wanrong keep on falling off the bed . -.- Okay, damn funny .

Day 2, My group went for the " Go kart " first . But me, Celia & Junhui didnt play, cuz of some reasons . Then having class racing , thought Daryl will be the first, ending up not . :{ Okay, nevermind, but he's not bad in driving luhhs, hahah, then our teachers went for " Go Kart " . Miss Chen damn pro though she was not the first . :} Then went back to the resort for Water sport at the pool, but didnt really go in the water, just played with water only . & Weiting and junhui get pulled into the pool by Jananee, & thy are all wet! LOL . After that, changed & get ready for the CIP at the Orphanage school . Had our lunch, & i saw Wayne of an instructor of HaiSing Catholic Sec school . Lol , Hah, after that, went to the Orphanage school, the students there, okay luhh, not bad . LOL . Then taught them Cup stacking, & they early early know le, -.- Then there also damn boring, nothing to do for bout 1 hr plus, so slack lo . Walked around with Jeryl, junhui & valerie . Jeryl treat us drinks . Then we mistook a child, girl as a boy . Then was like so ps . LOL . After that go back to the hotel, bathed & ate dinner, then free & easy . Went to the shop to buy Chewing gum/ Bubble gum & tibits & a bottle of drink . Then went to weiting room, with me, valerie, wanting & xiaoyu slack there first, then went to Zhiling room for party, & slept overnight there . & at night was damn scared of instructors . LOL . Cuz instructor room was just beside Zhiling room . Hah, had a fun day there, full of laughters . LOL . But suddenly something happened, & wanting cried . :{ Cheer up, yeahs.?

Day 3, Woke up at bout 6.15am Batam time, then ate breakfast at Cafe, then went to pack & check out . Bought alot of chewing gums from shops, then had custom check, was like damn scared . LOL . After that took a ferry back to Harbour front, and bus back to school . Had a new timetable . Then me & weiting took the same bus back home with Instructor Joe . Then stop at the same bus stop . Walked the same direction, & halfway, he suddenly run, dk is it cuz of the traffic light or what, but the ting i know, its still red light . -.- LOL . Then while he was crossing the road, he look behind, at me & weiting with a scared expression, he thought we want stalk him sia . LOL, after that he zao damn fast! LOL, damn funny sia . The only ting i know is that he stayed around my area there, & should be living in terrace, if i not wrong . Lol, okay, after that met Celia at bus stop, went up house first, then went to eat at nearby Coffee shop, cuz my mother didnt cook . After that, home-ed . Finally back home, once again . & damn it, tomorrow still need go back school for CCA orientation at 6pm - 9.30pm . -.- Sianx! wth .
-Will post pictures some time later . lols, currently dont have all the pics yet . Ps .

2010-01-04T19:40:00.000+08:00

Okay, erm, yesterday slept at 11pm plus, then today woke up bout 6am, cuz Valerie msg me, & woke me up . LOL . Then valerie msg me say Wanting told her that me, her, hunny & junhui same class . Then we was thinking no other people from our former class liaox mehx, so little . LOL . Reached school and saw the list, & omg! Was same class with so many of besties! LOL . Same class as me, i think got Valerie, hunny, junhui, buena, kaylynn, wanrong, emma, ratana, nat, enwei, wenhao, melvin, zhizhang, & i think no more from my former class le . Hah, then was like thinking i thought split into classes due to differ combinations, but it doesn't seems like . lol, anyway, my class is POA class . Hahaha! Okay, got 2 teachers teaching us, hah they not bad, one of them, damn joker sia . Hahah, & very similiar to my former form teacher Ms lee . Hahha, due to some reasons . :x Anyway, early morning had principal talk, then spot check, luckily never kena skirt. hah, then went for recess & saw Belle brother . After that had camp briefing for Batam, then went classroom, for some administration . Bout 12.30pm dismiss . Then went to AMK hub with Valerie, Wanting & Zul . Went to eat at mac & shop around . Abut 3.40pm met hunny & Buena at Prime bus stop there . They went up my house, sit-ed & chat-ed . Packed my things for Batam camp tmr! Hahah, They went home about 5.45pm .

I dont understand, why must you keep on repeating! I hate it, hate the feeling . But what can i do ? I cant do anything but just watch & hear every word you said ... Its enough, really enough . Okay, whatever . Forget bout it, if its mean to be mine, it will be mine, it just the matter of time, but if its not mean to be mine, no matter how hard i tried, it will still not be mine . I've got nothing to say anymore, seriously, speechless . :{

2010-01-03T12:41:00.011+08:00

Yesterday, 2.15pm meet hunny at J8 mrt . Hah, & i'm late, heh . Ps uhh . :{ Then she rushed me, so i forgot what i wanted to do & go . Went into the mrt station inside, then i remembered that i want to go J8 first to find for track pant & buy handphone screen protector . -.- Then after deciding so long, we wanted to go out of the mrt station, & meanwhile the train came . -.-'' After that went to J8 buy screen protector first . Then went to Nike shop to find for trackpant , & was like damn ex . LOL . Cost about $65 . So didnt went to buy . Ending up buying track pant at Adidas' shop . Original price $59, after discount, $41++ . After that went to Bugis Junction to buy MYUK pencil box with hunny . Then went to eat at Pastamania . Then about 5pm meet Celia.kyx at her godmother house nearby playground near Junction 8 there . & she brought along 2 dogs man! :{ Hah, at first i was like damn scared, after that okay le . & hunny brought one dog & chase after me, & i was like running around the park . Wth man! After that we was like sweating like hell . & got one dog tie hair, damn cute sia! LOL . Then met Sky there, cuz he stay nearby . & he took damn long to come! Cuz he say he want bathe plus play Dota . -.- We went home first, cuz ting rushing to meet her parents for dinner . Then we walked so fast, & left Celia. kyx with sky . Hahah, LOL .

Okay, erm, tomorrow reopen school liaox, & every morning must wake up damn early again . -.- Sianx sia . Anyway reopen school it's also better, better than holiday, everyday damn sianx, nothing to do . Lols, & it will be a new start for everyone . Hahah :}

2010-01-01T23:56:00.000+08:00

Today is a new year ; 2010 . I've three wishes for this year. Firstly, hope to have A's in exams, secondly, hope that i can faster install qq . Heh, Thirdly, I wish to have an Ipod, for some reasons . hahah, okay, yeah, thats should be all . Cant wait for school reopen, so that can see Xiaoyu, cuz i want her teach me something . :D hahah,

Today took out my hair extentsion by myself, hah, lazy go all the way to Fareast to take out. So i pulled out my hair extentsion, and its like damn pain . Lols, :{ & my mother said she want keep my hair extentsion . -.- Cant stand her man! LOL . And i was surprised of something . :x Late in the afternoon, went to my aunt condo at Woodlands . At Causeway point there, my father say he want go toilet, ask me go shopping then meet him. So went to shop around, and bought a pair of sandal from "PurPur" shop . Okay luhh, quite cheap lehx, original price $34++, after 30% discount, $24++ . Haha, Then took bus to my aunt condo, didnt expect my cousin to be there too . haha, okay luhh, quite bored there, so msged hunny . Chatted awhile, took pics, then went out to the living room to watched the China video & photos . & this time i'm going to be "dead" cuz of my cousin . tsk . -.- Luckily my father never say anything . lol . :x Then watched till bout 9.15pm, then went out together for dinner, first time eating so late . LOL . Okay, went to Marsiling nearby coffeeshop eat, then bout 10.30pm reached home .

Photos for today .