Biography

JOCELYN.LSJ ♥
20thh September,
23rd ; Attached to Chooweiting ! <3 .
Bishan Park Secondary.
Sec FourExpressTwo


" Fuck love, fuck life. "

爱 / 恨

♥♥♥♥爱♥♥♥♥

♥ MSN
♥ FRIENZ
♥ TEXTING
♥ SHOPPING
♥ DAYDREAM
♥ FACEBOOK-ING
♥ WATCHING DRAMAS
♥ CHATTING ON PHONE

♥Besties!
♥♥♥♥♥ ADAM Bro
♥♥♥♥♥ CELIA.KYX
♥♥♥♥♥ HUISHAN IMH
♥♥♥♥♥ K.JUNHUI Daddy
♥♥♥♥♥ K.ZHILING Mummy
♥♥♥♥♥ TINGTING Sist
♥♥♥♥♥ VALERIE Babygirl
♥♥♥♥♥ WEITING Hunny
♥♥♥♥♥ WINSON Kor
♥ WANRONG Nuer ♥

♥GANz(:
BUENA Shortcrust
CHINGYEN Di
CIXIN Mei
ERIC Bro
JOCELYN.T Twin
JOSHUA Di
JUNKIAT Kor
KAIQUAN Kor
PRISCILLA Jie
RAYLYN Mummy
RAYMEI Jie
SHUYUAN Jie
VERON Mummy
WANTING Jie
WENXIN Jie

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X Liars X
X Play Boiiz X
X 2 Timers X
X Betrayer X
X Backstabber X
X Gossipers X
X Misunderstanding X
X Pangseh X
X Friend Snatchers X

Sweetdesires

Own Laptop
New Clothes
Universal Studio!
Hoping for my sweet 18!
China/Korea/Japan/Taiwan/Italy/Genting!

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Songs! (:

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

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Hunny! ♥
Babygirl!
K.JunHui Daddy!
K.ZhiLing Mummy!
Adam bro
Ayu
Eric bro
Jean
Karen {PLMGSS}
Peixuan
Rachel
Sandy
WenXin Jie

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Monday, January 2, 2012

Whatever it is , i know you have got your reason. But this time , i wouldnt say anything anymore . I respect your decision made . Its' alright .

Sunday, January 1, 2012

Today is a brand new year . HAPPY 2012 !

Yesterday went to cousin's house at villa verde ; chua chu kang . My cousin house got 6 violins plus one piano . omg, rich people are like that . lol, stay private house . Anyway had alot of fun there . went to bbq to welcome a new yr . drank alcohol etc . then sat cousin car and drove 140km/hr . haha damn shiok . then played monopoly with cousin till 6am plus then sleep . had a great stayover there .

As for a brand new year, i want to start everything afresh . forget the past unhappy memories , and only remember the happy moments of the past . And those people who had slowly walked out of my life, i will just let it be . cause i believe if its' meant to be it would be . no point trying so hard, and seems like i am the only one beliving that things would change . how naive am i right.

I've just got 5 wishes for this year, no less, no more just 5 wishes, and i am contented . i dont have to be rich to get contented . i dont need so many wishes to get contented . because one' must learn to treasure the things you had now, and be contented . and if they're not, always asking for more and more things, they wouldn't be contented for the rest of their life .

1. I hope that all my family members healthy. as people say having the best health is the most important thing in everyone life . without a healthy life no matter how rich you are, there's no point to it at all too.

2. I am getting my o-level results soon , maybe on the 9th or 11th of january. i just hope i can either get in to temasek polytechnic in law and management course or go in to jc. I dont need the best jc . so long as i can go in any of the jc i am contented .

3. I hope my eldest sister can faster get a good-looking boyfriend and treat her very well. most of all , he must like her more than she does :)

4. & as for me, i do have the same wish that i had give to my eldest sister , for me too . hope that in whatever school that i go after i get my results, to have a guy that i like and likes me too . hehe !

5. Last but not least, i hope this year will be a better year ahead for me than any other year .

lallalalallalala, if got time i will blog more :D

Sunday, November 27, 2011

i just woke up and had a really really bad dream .
i dont know why, but i dreamt of my mother passed away .
the feeling is almost at that point of even words cant express how i was feeling .
the heart wrencing and the sanking of my heart .
i dont like the feeling .
i really feared for it to come .
but who can i tell my problems to? no one .
no one will understand what i am going through .
after wanrong's and my grandmother death .
they used to be so close to me , the people that i had never ever thought will leave me .
i feared for that feeling of the closest person leaving me again .
really ,
and that time when i accompanied my mother to polyclinic to check for blood pressure .
the doctor said that my mother the heart maybe had some problem.
and she was reffered to tan tock seng hospital .
the appointment was on the 24th nov.
but she didnt turn up for it and changed appointment .
i sensed that she didnt wanted to go for it, i dont know why .
maybe she, herself feared for the outcome .
because grandparents died of heart attack . and what if it is passed down?
that feeling of the person once the closest to you,
and the thinking that after he/she left the world ,
you could never ever see him again,
even if you go other parts of the world,
and there is no such word that is coincidence that we will ever meet .
i know that everyone feared the feeling of the people beside them leaving their side,
but this feared was so strong that it had overwhelmed me .
i cant seems to breathe through this .
it had been in me ever since the death of my closest grandmother.
and it had even become stronger after best of best friend's death.
why in this world there must be live and death .
why cant we have eternal live .
why some people that was once the closest to each other, that nothing could come in between them except for death that made it possible and irrevisibly moment to separate them .
i hated it .
i want to forget about the dream that seems so real, the realistic world, and everything .

Saturday, August 6, 2011

no one knows, nobody knows.
how i wish i can express out all my feelings to you, but i just cant.
each and everyday passes, i wish everything would go back to the past times.
i really miss those times.
but i know for now, nothing will change.
no matter how much i am feeling about it, how sad am i,
you just wouldn't care, or give a damn about it.
sometimes, i hope i could just stop the feelings towards you about it,
no matter how hard i try, how hard i stopped myself from thinking,
my mind stopped for a moment, but my heart didnt.

Sunday, July 31, 2011

Yesterday went to eat lunch at pizza hut w/ hunny before going swimming (:
Had alot of fun yesterday w/ cher oh & wee wenxin .
Went to swim at cher's condo which is two bus stop away from my house.
& after much persuasion cher came down to the pool & swim w/ us . hhee !
They keep wanting to pull me down the pool. that was like so scaryy . HAHA !
Took photographs and splashed water tgthr . <3
Thanks cher oh' for the piggy back ! <3 <3

Pictures :

YOU SEEMS TO BE SO HAPPY NOW.
HOW CAN YOU.
I DETEST GUYS LIKE YOU, SERIOUSLY .

Saturday, July 30, 2011

hmm, everyday got mock test from monday to saturday ! omg .

yesterday, was like a damn day . after school, need stay back for fn coursework part B. & supposed to leave at 3.30pm for my floorball practice . and wth ms lin dont want let me & layching go -.- ask us must do fn work . i know its important yahh . but we already had arranged for a floorball practice with ms shanti, she will teach us all the technics . its also important right? haha, okay whatever . at 4.45 plus then she let us leave the com lab . by the time we reach thr, they finished there practice alr ! not only did i not complete my fn work, i didnt even practice for floorball and i wear class tee for nothing -.- zz SO IRRITATING rightt . me and layching was like waiting to play for the floorball practice ! tsk.

Later going school for lessons, leaving house at 7.35am, having poa, math and history class till 12pm. After that going cher's condo to swim with wenxin. (:

Friday, July 29, 2011

feeling so so vexed . things are just not getting on my way . are far more complicated and i dont understand why . i cant express my feelings to anyone now . how i wish you'll be right beside me, & i am telling you how i feel about everything, letting me lean on your shoulder once again & give me 1 min of crying, let me express out all my unhappiness. but there wont be that chance anymore . i missed your presence , really . i want to turn back the time, the time when we were good friends sharing all the happiness & unhappiness things together . but what can i do now? when i needed someone to just be there for me, i can't find anyone anymore . can you come back to me once again? return to my side . where by, whenever i turn around, looking for someone, you will be there for me? i bottled up everything, and i really cant take it anymore, i may just broke down anytime . everyone seems to be hypocrite . i am total speechless .

Sunday, November 28, 2010

okayyy, yesterday morning went thomson plaza with parents eat breakfast at around 10am plus . then went to the bank to make my card, and then went amk hub walk walk . heheheee, my father intending to buy me a new phone . yays . cause' my phone spoiled . ;( at night, was supposed to eat dinner with parents, but my father received a call from his company, & he need to go back to work ! -.- zZZ then me & my mother went j8 eat dinner tgth, then went to buy bag, watch & other neccessities . heheee . then went to ntuc buy wine (y) yays , my mother buy for me . HEHEEE . then went to basement ate dessert and homed . what a perfect day ! (y)

Todayy, meet zhiling & wanrong at junction 8 at about 10am. went popular applied for membership card. bought some paint brushes for the banners & masscort for next year saint john orientation. then head to city hall meet raymei . then we finally took the whole day till about 6pm plus to finish with the designs for banners & masscort ! was so damn TIRING . hhahahah, there also got quite a number of people doing break dance . was abit cool .? LOL then got some guys board skating too . & you know what , me & wanrong hope they all fall down uhs ! heheee, cause' they're so DAMN noisy there . -'- then mrt-ed to bishan, & walk home with zhiling & wanrong .

Tomorrow will be meeting wanrong & zhiling at 2.30pm at j8 then shall head to NDC , & most probably i'll be putting braces tmr , not sure yet . hahahha . & i'll be able to see my dentist (y) LOLOL, opppps :x

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

Today's my third monthsary ! ♥ 23rd .

Friday, November 19, 2010

It had been really long since my last post . but, i'll just post a short one for today , cause' i dont really know what to write .
Today morning wake up at 6am, left house at 6.50am, go NDC ; outram park . reached there around 7.20am . then i had two appointment time there, one at 8am and anothe one at 9.30am . first appointment was my own dentist which will be seeing him through three years from now . he help me put the metal bending today, was quite painful but yeahhh , veryyyy uncomfortable ! :\ then second appointment was a ladyy dentist . she was so prettyyyy, wow . but she's not as proffesional as the guys dentist there .. she help me pluck two teeth , omgggg, was so freaking pain, & she so rough -.- zZZ, especially when she inject my gum four times . i really cmi already . lol, last two week ago, i pluck two other teeth, but was a guy dentist, it was ok . hmmmm, nevermind, its already over, i guess she wont be my dentist again . lols . then after that took a cab home . blood just wont stop bleeding from my gum . -'-
My next appointment will be after next week . heheeee, & i think i'll be putting the braces either the next appointment, or next month . hahahha,

you showed me love without words, you gave me your love without words.
you made me hold my breath waiting for you, but you ran away like this .
without a word love leaves me, without a word love throws me away .
without a word tears fall, without a word my heard breaks .
without a word i wait for love, without a word love hurts me .
without a word goodbyes find me and without a word goodbyes come to me . D:

Wednesday, October 20, 2010

Yesterday, took back results . okayy, it really suck . & i failed that damn english & biology pulled my combine science down, & i failed . -.- wtf . Zzz, nevermind, at least i can still be in express next year . heheheee, i passed 5 subjects . YAYs ! :D After school, went marina square with wanting. Omfg, i laughed like hell . LOLOL . okieeeees , ms chan wanting keep on making me laugh, & i make her laugh till tears . ;D lalallalalas ~ okay, went all the way there just to ask for an exchange of new zen . lol, then walked around, then went to suntec city . then went home around 5pm plus . ok, had a funnn day out . :)

Monday, October 18, 2010

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY . ♥
Today, early morning went to temple with wanrong nuer (Y) hehehee
Then meet babyyy.g at bus stop & went school together . Early morning had Breaking down barrier talk by Mdm Kavitha, about sex etc ... okayy, go on & on for 1andhalf hours. Then at canteen slack till 11am plus, cause' its raining . After that went to computer1 to do survey, then slack alittle more then went opposite school blk 402 to collect newspaper from each house. & i did it with baby.g , hunny & junhui . okieeeeeeeees, it was superrr duperrrrrr funn ~ heheheheee, laugh die me . :) After that, go back school do reflection, then went j8 watch bestseller movie with baby.g & cher . Okayy, it was a ghost movie, quite scary & very exciting, & was quite funny too . hahah, anyway, was shivering inside the theatre, i guess its too cold already . lol,
Bought tarts & puffs etc ... from polar . hehheh, cause' today its my father birthday . :D Not sure what to buy for him, so yeahhs, bought for him that . hehehe,
Then went to buy my spicy chicken, walked around junction 8 & homed . :)

I dont give a fucking damn, alrighttttttttttts . -'-

Sunday, October 17, 2010

Okieeeeeeeeeeeee , my blog is damn dead now, so i will alive it from now onwards alrightttttts . :) okayyys, exams are over now . So currently waiting for results, yeahhh . Erm, for english exams, summary was very difficult & as for chinese exams, compre was very difficult. Then social studies, history, fn & chemistry was okayyy, mathematics paper 1 & 2 i think can barely made a pass . POA & bio, cmi . Okay, whatever , anyway exams are over, nothing you do, can change anything, so yeahhh . hahahs,

Alrighttttttts, starting from last friday, was end of exams, dismissed around 11am , so went out with wanrong nuer and adam di to celebrate his birthday, went to novena there . Bought cake etc , okayyyys, & the cake was so cheesy ! lol, then played cards & hahah, kinda bored , but it was ok . Reached home around 4plus . Then at night around 9.30pm, winson came to pick me up at my house downstair . hehehhe, cause' he was driving, & his bro was also inside the car . Okayyyys, and through out the whole journey, they was like damn joker . -.- LOLOL, ok, was laughing non-stop . lol, we went to tampines buy things, then went to balestier there, then reached home around 11.30pm. Okieeeeees, iloveitwhenheisspeeding ! Wheeeeeeeee . :D

Yesterday meet up with adam di at amk hub around 11am, then walked around there, about 12am went to meet mingzhou & his friend at there. Okayyy, was really boring there . They played arcade and pool . & as for me, i go there just to watch them play . -.- Zzz, okieeeees, nevermind, firstly we went to amk hub, then bugis , then marina & walked around . & took 1 hour bus ride home. So, reached home around 5pm like that, then went out with my father, aunts & uncle & cousin to defu lane 12 there the temple at about 6.15pm. Cause' got some event there, to send off jiu wang ye or something like that . Okie, it was really really very crowed & squeezy there . but overall its ok, & there's traffic jam there, & no place to park car, thus went round and round over there to find a parking lot . ok, reached home around 12am .

Todayyyy, i guess i won't go out . cause' there's 3 reasons, firstly, yesterday whole day went out, somemore reach home so late, damn damn tired, secondly, i haven't get my allowance yet, so yeahhh, and thirdly, i want to read my storybook nows . heheh . Ok, tmr will be going out to watch movie with babyyyyyyyyy . (Y)

If you really care for me, you shouldn't even have hurt me so deeply in the first place .

Monday, September 6, 2010

Yesterday, met Raymei jie at bishan mrt interchange there . Then went to eat lunch at kfc at about 11am plus. After that zhiling mummy & wanrong nuer come find us. After eating, met some of the sec2s at the mrt interchange there. Then mrt-ed to yio chu kang & walked to yio chu kang stadium. Changed to full uniform, then slacked awhile, then rehearse the last time for the AGI . Then about 5pm, is the final one.Wah damn terrible man ! What a worst experience i had. -.- For the final one we stand for so long man, one and the half hour plus, under the hot sun. then they talk so much craps ! -.- Still say hope we will had an enjoyable day . yeah like fuck. Then give out the awards and stuffs. Like wth, none of our business . -.-'' Zzzz, nevermind. oh, & wanrong nuer fainted on the spot . :( So weak, 2nd time already ehh. First time see her faint, is during NCO course training . tsk . oh, yeah & one whole day there what they provide for us at AGI, only that small bottle of NEWater & one bun. -.- wtf , then after that about 8pm plus went to eat at junction 8, yoshinoya for dinner, then went to basement eat dessert. & wanrong nuer keep eating non-stop.. LOL. She see what, she feel like eating what . Lols. -.- okayy, and they make me laugh till cry. LOL, ok, its really damn funny. After that bus-ed home with wanrong nuer. Okayys, & thanks for all the laughters. hahahha, reached home about 10pm.

Ps: Wr, Zl & Rm ( My heart is seriously divided into 4 parts.. You should know which four parts. None less, none more. All equal, alrights . )

Today had bio remedial early in the morning, 7.30am - 9am . okayy, overall its ok, not too bad. hahahh.

Sunday, September 5, 2010

After saint john .





Bugis with zhiling mummy & wanting mei .